I don't think you can grasp just how insecure I really am
I smile and thank people who compliment me, but I never believe a word of it
I honestly do not care if you talk about me and call me attention hungry
You don't know the truth
It's a whole different level of insecurity, past your average self-conciousness
I an never pleased with what I see in the mirror
I beat myself up and tell myself i am the ugliest person

because deep down I know it's true