Crying as I write this knowing I have no friends, why does this
always happen to me, I always try to be kind to everyone, help
them and this is what I get, they all use me, it's like they
know I can't help it and they all take advantage of it:( they
all hate me and now I'm back to suffering with dizziness,
black outs, confusion, wanting to escape, passing out again, back
to the same old panic attacks that I thought had been engulfed
with my happiness but I guess I knew that sooner or later the
dark shadows of depression would crawl back upon me, right back
to where I started at the bottom of the glass hole that I cannot
climb, the hole that lets me see everyone else laughing at me. I
try to scream, I try to shout but no matter how hard I try, the
sounds coming from my mouth are nothing but a mere whisper for
help drowned by my anticipation to end it on this page.
carlislecullensdreamdaughter · 1 decade ago
Stay strong dear, i know how you are feeling, but it does get better. All it takes is a few right people to turn everything around. Talk to me if ya like
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