"Just get it over with!" I yelled at the damned
piece of metallic evil.
"Just do it and go away!" I yelled again.
"But why... Why waist such
precious time making you beg for it?" the silver
monster asked in a dark and lustful way.
"I was there for her... Now
I am here for you... but just how long can you hold back the
tears and screams as your whole world falls apart? I will not
give you this pleasure... yet..." it hissed
again.
SheDreamer · 1 decade ago
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dear ocean,
scream. cry. beg. plead. i'm listening to your every tearshout and my heart breaks for you.
i've already sliced my skin open with star-spears. i've already bled out galaxies and screamed out my pain in asteroids and cried out my rage in meteor showers.
but ocean, i can't stand to see you lose yourself like i have. i'm spelling out my feelings for you in "Andromeda." i'm telling you that i'll love you as long as the North Star hangs in the sky. i'm yelling my determination to be there for you, to be strong for you in "Draco."
the night sky is my canvas, and i'm a painter. i'm painting your face in stardust and placing the sun in the center of your eyes.
i'm not special at all, dearest ocean, i'm only a reflection of what i see. and i reflect the light i see in your eyes when i shine at night.
but sometimes, i break. i run and hide from the world and only you are able to find me in the vacancy left behind.
please, let me fight the silver monster for you. the monster is silver, as is the moon, and the moon is a woman-- i'm the silver woman.
darling, i'm not your saving grace. i'm the silver blade that laughs in your pain just as much as i'm the moon that weeps in the face of it.
please, ocean, save me.
find me in this void bereft of love, bereft of light, bereft of hope. remind me what a smile felt like. remind me what laughter looks like. remind me what love sounds like.
remind me, because i've forgotten and no matter how hard i try-- i can't remember.
but, beloved ocean, i do remember what pain felt like. so scream your pain into me, i am here to add my voice to yours. cry your anger with me, my star-tears reflecting in your soft skin.
please, ocean, remember that the moon loves you. she loves you from a million miles away and from a million lightyears ago, and for a million lightyears to come.
know you're not alone, my ocean, as you hurt.
love,
-the moon