i can see you now and then in about two hours miss you so much that it hurts. what is wrong with me? youre my ex, not my boyfriend! so why then do you still mean so much to me? why does it hurt to know that you dont like me? why do i constantly think of you? could it be that the time we spent apart was only a way for me to realize how much you actually mean to me? could it be that we are meant to be together? could it be that this is all one big fantasy, or is it a reality? do you actually love me like so many people told me you do? or is that a lie and you secretly hate me?