I don't say,"Thanks, but no." when someone gives me a compliment on "how pretty" I am and how I'm "so perfect that everyone can love me" because I want attention, I say it because that is the truth. I have no true beauty, or worth, or anything that really matters to the rest of the world. I am the definition of nothing. I am a meaningless glob of nothing on this Earth. I have scars on my wrists, bags under my eyes, and a very self-concious mind. I hate my body, my thies, my arms, my face, all of it. All of me. No matter what I do, no one in the world has ever accepted me. And that's all I want, to be accepted, to be loved.
And that's all I'll ever want.