I dont know how my friends could be so mean, their my friends. I get put down alot and I do stupid things alot because I try to get them to like me but when I try it just goes wrong and I look like an idiot. Some of the people I think are my friends are really the ones who want to weaken me and make me suffer. but I am glad that I know of two that I can trust to never let me down. They wont tell me that I cant do it, they wont tell me that I could never make it to the big time. All the others think I will fail, but you know whats kept me through, my love for my family, friends, and music.