So today in social studies our
teacher asked us, "How many of you would be sad if someone
you loved died?" i was the only one who
DIDN'T raise their hand. Everyone critisized
me and called my heartless. I really just want to
stand up and say, "So what if death doesn't effect me
any more? Maybe it's because i've stared
death in the face! Maybe it's because i've
watched the people i love die! Maybe it's
because i've held someone i
love in my arms as they died! Did you of that?
No? Then F*ck off!" but i just ducked my head and held my
tears in.I cried for hours afterward and i feel like crying
agian. Old scars are being ripped opened, ones that i hoped
i'd left behind, but they keep coming back. I've always
held in my tears. I've always put on a smile and been the
shoulder for others to cry on and i'm happy to help them, but
i just have one question,
When is it my turn to Cry?
Hoshi_Shikuna · 1 decade ago
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Im so sorry Megan. This is all my fault, i haven't really been there for you lately. If you need a shoulder, you can have mine.