i think i finally
fiqured out why i'm gaurded and reserved around new
people.... it's my mothers fault!
you see she is hypocrytical and judgmental and she overeacts to
small things and just makes them akward( like not embarassing but
just akward) and she tries to act like she does nothing
wrong but my friends see it too. So because of this i usually
just end up not telling her things because if i do i usually end
up yelling or crying...joy( note the sarcasm)
anyway if i'm so used to being gaurded around my own mother
then why the he// would i open up around people i don't know
well.
it all makes sense now. and when i say hide things i mean she
doesn't know i have a witty and she won't let me have any
form of social networking account even though the only one i
really want is twitter.
so yeah that's my life. (my mother is also the reason
i've never had a boyfriend because the one guy that asks me
out she didn't let me go and she made me stop talking to
him)
i should totally be a pyscologist after fiquring this out
