Hey I'm Lauren, i'm 17 and I came into the world on july 29th! I play field hockey, girl's lacross, and swim and i ski for fun in the winter. I had a yellow lab named sammy and currently have a chocolate lab named rylee, and two brothers, one older and one younger. I absolutley LOVE music. headphones in = world tuned out. I'm head over heals in love with one direction, and i really don't care what you think about that if you choose to judge what kind of person i am based on what i like for music then you are missing out. Also i like a ton of different genres. Other than one direction i also love Taylor swift, ed sheeran, paradise fears, nickleback, the fray, one republic, five for fighting, the script,greenday, 3 doors down and MANY more so don't judge. I play Guitar, violin, and i take voice lessons. I used to dance and i loved it but my life got to busy. Even though i don't take lessons you can often see me dancing aorund my house like crazy. My favorite colors are purple, green, and blue. I'm not here to judge and i'm not here to hate so i'd appreciate if you do the same!!! enjoy!!!!!;) .
. Don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.
My AP English Composition class: *After lunch and practically the entire english department is there* my english teacher from freshman year: "I can't come to your movie night b/c it's taco tuesday at my mom's house." kid who was in my freshman english class: "I don't like tacos but your mom is really nice so i guess that's a valid excuse" another english teacher: " well that's not creepy at all!" kid: "i swear i'm not a stalker her mom use to go to my church!" Ladies and gentlemen wlecome to Northbridge High
my public speaking class: *kid in the corner making realistic animal noises* another kid: "it's a goat chicken man!" teacher: "wow that sounds like a superhero" kid in the corner:* randomly jumps up in superman pose* " have no fear citizens, goat chicken man is here!"* pretends to hear a scream* " my people need me!" * runs out of the room and down the hallway while making goat and chicken noises* welcome to northbridge hahaha my school is a joke;p
Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days She told me in the morning she don't feel the same about us in her bones It seems to me that when I die these words will be written on my stone And I'll be gone gone tonight the ground beneath my feet is open wide The way that I been holdin' on too tight with nothing in between The story of my life I take her home I drive all night to keep her warm and time is frozen (the story of, the story of) The story of my life I give her hope I spend her love until she's broke inside the story of my life (the story of, the story of) Written on these walls are the colors that I can't change leave my heart open but it stays right here in its cage I know that in the morning I'll see us in the light upon your ear although I am broken, my heart is untamed still And I'll be gone gone tonight The fire beneath my feet is burning bright The way that I been holdin' on so tight With nothing in between The story of my life I take her home I drive all night to keep her warm and time Is frozen (the story of, the story of)The story of my life I give her hope I spend her love until she's broke inside The story of my life (the story of, the story of) And I been waiting for this time to come around But baby running after you is like chasing the clouds The story of my life I take her home I drive all night to keep her warm and time Is frozen The story of my life I give her hope (give her hope) I spend her love until she's broke inside (until she's broke inside) The story of my life (the story of, the story of) The story of my life The story of my life (the story of, the story of) The story of my life Story of my Life
okay so my friend came up to me and my other friends the other day and was like " does anyone know exercises for your inner thighs cuz mine are touching and i don't think it's natural for that to happen because they chaiff and hurt!" and we all just starred at her and laughed until i said " hun, i don't think there's ever been a gap between my theighs and it's not because i'm fat. it's just the way i am and the way alot of people are and the fact that yours are now touching is because you've been eating a lot more than you use to which is good because you weren't eating enough before" and she just stood there with this look on her face like i was crazy.
my grandma was over today and we were talking about my birthday party this summer and so she's like " so lauren the big sweet 16 right?" so i nod and then she adds" and never been kissed right?" so i akwardly laugh and say " yup single pringle over here" 0___0
one of the reasons i hate Shopping is because i'm insecure i'm never able to find something that i feel fits right on my chubby torso and my arms and shoulders never look right in tops, jackets, or dresses.my thighs are too big for skinny jeans and shorts and when wearing stuff above my knees my shins are so bruised from sports( which i don't really mind as much). i see stuff that i think is cute but then i can't see myself wearing it because i don't typically wear stuff like that and it doesn't sit right on me. idk i mean everyone always thinks girls love shopping but i honestly hate it because it makes me feel like cr*p ,not to mention everything is made for twigs and s/uts and me being tall doesn't help with the length of everything( i swear they think all girls are under 5'4" and i'm 5'7") ughh the only good thing is now i'm motivated to slim down this summer cuz i'm really uncomfortable with my weight ( not like i'd every stop eating cu food's amazing) but i just feel like i don't fit in and not in a good way, it's frustrating because half of it is my build. i have broad shoulders and big hips. another thing is that all the cute bathing suits are bikinis and i'm not comfortable with my stomach enough to show it. ughhhh:( shopping just puts me in a cr*ppy mood( wow another thing that makes me stand out... wonderful)
i think it's really sad that people can't go into a beautiful city on a beautiful day to whatch a beautiful event without getting limbs blown off. i live an hour away from Boston and i love visiting the city and my dad works there 3 days out of the week. luckily he left work early yesterday, i would've been really worried if he didn't especially since his building is right near a refil center for gas cylinders and if anyone set a bomb there he'd be dead for sure. he likes to go for walks around the common on his lunch hour and after hearing what happened i just can't stop thinking about the "what ifs". what if he was on his lunch walk, what if someone targeted to refil center, what if he didn't leave early to avoid the marathon traffic, what if ...... i'm definately thankful for the fact that he is alive and safe. my thoughts and prays go out to the families and victims of the boston marathon bombing <33333
omg i just hovered over the bar at the top of the page and it turned to rainbow cats and happy birthday stuff i just can't even asdjkdfglka....... i love you steve! <3 ( these must be the invisible cats everyone talks about on their birthday and since it's witty's birthday now everyone can see them!)
Your doing all these things out of desperation you're going through Six Degrees of Separation first, you think the worst is a broken heart what's gonna kill you is the second part and the third, is when your world splits down the middle fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself fifth, you see them out with someone else and the sixth, is where you admit you may have f*cked up a little