Sometimes I'll sit and stare out my window for no reason, looking at nothing but the outside. I sometimes catch the occasional squirrel, maybe someone walking their dog. But I hate seeing people who are together. I feel so left out. I hear all my friends talking about how wonderful their boyfriends are, what they did for them. I can't stand that. It's like they just love rubbing it in my face. I have a guy I like and I went out with him for one date, but I can't see us in the future. I really like this girl, though. She and I just click. I'm always so happy around her, she always makes me smile. She's beautiful and she doesn't care what she wears or what others think of her. I love how care-free she is. I'm so jealous of the girl she's dating right now. But she and I made a deal that when we're both single, we'll go out together. It's just so easy for me to talk to her, to laugh with her, for me to be me with her. I've never really felt like this about anyone else. I think she's perfect. And I hope she thinks I am, too. We like a lot of the same things. Like, we both love the same bands, we both love horror movies, dancing, singing, doing things no one else really would do. I just always get this happy feeling that comes over me when she's around, and if I'm down she picks me up. But with this guy, he just makes things so awkward. I can't talk to him, we have nothing in common, I just don't see anything happening with us. I just don't want to break his heart, though I doubt it would really effect him. He's dated three others before, all of them my friends. I just don't feel anything with him. But with this girl, I think I'm in love.

But what do I know about love?