I'm scared to let peope in.
If its so easy for my best friend to turn on me after 10 years how easy would it be for anyone else to turn on me?
How do you tell your boyfriend that you can't love him because you can't let him in?
Because you're scared of being hurt?
Because you're sick of crying yourself to sleep everynight?
Because you're scared to go through the pain again?
Because you're scared of how much worse it could be this time if you allowed yourself to love and get hurt?
Just how?