. I . S U P P O S E . We can never get used to change. However – C H A N G E – can't be stopped. We can either go with it, or we get left behind. But in time tears will dry and fear will wear off. I believe that.
Every single night you wanted to cry or punch something because of you being stupid or someone hurting you, every lie is in you. You can't erase a memory.But you can push it to the back of your mind in box with a giant DO NOT OPEN sign. You can pretend it doesn't hurt anymore. ..
I know you.I know your smiles like they are another language, the brave face you put on when you hurt and the lantern grin of pure ecstasy.I know your eyes, endless pools of emotion to lose yourself in.You're my closest friend and my greatest fear because its okay that I know you...But you SAW me and stayed. And nobody has known ME before...
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Yesterday, my sister and I were talking about our biggest fears. I asked her what she was most scared of and she said, "I'm terrified that we will never find world peace and that more wars will happen which will result in more deaths and more people dealing with the losses of their loved ones. " And then she asked me, and I scratched my head and replied with, "Well... Bears, mostly."
Yes I am 17 years old. And yes I am terrified of dogs. and NO I didn't choose to wake up one day and become absolutely terrified of them. And yes it really hurts when you make fun of me, mock me, call me names and yes film me when I am having my little freak outs. Of all people I am totally aware my fear may seem childish to you and I'm sorry. And you may be thinking but Courtney don't you have a dog? Yes my family has a dog. And yes I can be around her for the most part with no problem, but it hasn't always been this way. When we first got here I SCREAMED every time she barked (I still scream if she catches me off guard). If she jumped I ran the other way. And I couldn't be left alone with her. To this day the longest I ever ever been alone with her is 15 minutes and yes I'm aware it's not that long. And this is all I really feel comfortable with right now. I love my dog to death and if she can't help it she scares me. She melts my heart with her beautiful eyes and I'd do anything for her. But when she dose certain things she scares me. YES I know some bozo out there is like "well um you aren't really afraid of dogs if you own one" Correction people have different variations of fears. I can be around a select few of dogs and be fine but then when I'm around others I'm not so fine. I can't explain why it's just the way it is. I know some of you are asking yourself why I'm putting this out there in the internet. Well 1: If I can help someone and let them know they aren't alone then it's totally worth it. I know what it feels like to feel alone 2: IM SO SICK AND TIRED of being looked down upon and mocked and ridiculed for my fear. (Especially by certain family members) I would do ANYTHING to change it but I can't. If you have actually read all this thank you :) something pushed me over the edge today and I just needed to let it all go.
Cinderella: walked on broken glass Aurora: let a whole lifetime pass Belle: fell inlove with a hideous beast Jasmine: married a common theif Ariel: walked on land for love Snow White: barely escaped a knife Because LOVE means facing your biggest FEARS
There’s a small cardboard box in my brain: a special one, where I can forget everything I put in there, so it doesn’t kill me from the inside. It works beautifully and holds all of the woes I want badly enough to hide from myself. I can live from day to day without fear of my self-manufactured toxins. There is one problem, though, which lays in its integrity; it is made but out of cardboard. My secrets and fears are a dense fluid, making the cardboard sag at its middle and darken with saturation, and sometimes it trickles out in a small stream from the box’s open corner if I don’t pay attention. It leaves scars on the floor that burn my eyes, but I daren’t more than whimper. I will save that for when I slip under its brown flaps one secret too many and its entire structure collapses, leaving me to just brace myself for the corrosion of all I could never stand to face.