♥Dreamer* · 1 decade ago
If you need to talk... im here<33
stay srtong
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Thanks...I stopped Wednesday and I can't kill the butterflies I have but it's frustrating....who would tell that? I'm so scared
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wordynerdy · 1 decade ago
did your mom mention anything? and all things happen for a reason. I know it may sound hard to believe but maybe God wants you to get help and just remember that whoever told your mom lovess you and is trying to help because they want you to stop hurting yourself.
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
She just said someone at school told her about scratches on my leg. No one but darkeyeangel and clearlytruthful know....and nope. My school isn't like that. They told about my friend doing it and everyone made her year a living hell for it except for me....no one a my school cares. They just wanna keep a clean reputation
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wordynerdy · 1 decade ago
well they are all buttholes. i dont get why they would be mean to your friend when she was/is going through something like that. But who knows. Maybe there is one nice person who told/ suggested telling your mom but just wants to fit in. gosh I hate society. They try to make little minions and barbie dolls out of everyone.
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Nah your description of society is the leaders of my school. They want it to seem like we're all in heaven there. Well the truth is no one there has seen suffering except for 3 friends and I....we're the outcasts. The ones that have fought through problems. The rest are plastic and shallow people that have the world at their feet. They have everything and don't understand the concept of hardship. They think you can buy happiness and make fun of others for more....they don't realize that's what'll get them killed in life
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wordynerdy · 1 decade ago
for lots of people yes. But I have struggled with forgiving a lot and it wasn't until recently that I realized people are cruel because they have hardships sometimes. There was once this one girl and I hated her soo much it is inderscribable. She made all my friends turn on me and treated me like a piece of crap. She went after guys 5 years older than her and made out with anyone who came her way. But when I looked at it.... her dad was away in a war for like 5 years. Her parents are divorced. Her parents were fighting over custody and where she would live because her dad lived in a different state. Her mom smoked and drank and her family wasn't a good influence on her. Thinking about it I began to forgive her more. Not like her, not respect her decisions, not want to be like her, but understand her. Because, in the end, the day she came crying on the bus she sat next to me not her friends. Just a different perspective on things.
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Right...but this is a small private school with no troubles. People find it confusing when you say you've been through stuff....I'm not sure about the guys, but only 4 girls in the grade have known legit hardship...that's my friends and I...and it sucks. No empathy. Just out down because we're strong and people are afraid of the unknown
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wordynerdy · 1 decade ago
I see. I went to public school for k-8 so I do have a little bit different perspective on people. I feel like ublic school kids and private school kids livve in completely seperate worlds sometimes. I guess I'm a both because now I go to a Catholic highschool
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
They really do. I was in public school for all over elementary and I've been in private for middle school. Public schools have everybody from everywhere....they all understand. You will find a group. I'm my private school no one really understand because it's the ones that have it easy because their parents give them the world....oh how naive they are
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wordynerdy · 1 decade ago
highschool might be better though if you stick with private. There are more kids usually (well at least up here) because there are kids from everywhere and a lot of them (like me) use private school as an oppurtnity to escape.
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Yeah. I'm applying for two private schools and an advanced public school. If not its to the most ghetto high school in all of Georgia...the infamous school that will probably be the death or arrestment of me
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wordynerdy · 1 decade ago
i'm sure you'll get in
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Thanks...I'm just hoping my twin brother and I get into the same schools
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clearlytruthful · 1 decade ago
Who the hell do u think it is, who would know about that
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
No one but you and Emma....you guys would never tell...wtf? How the hell would I know!? I'm freaking out! I don't think mom believed me when I told her I itched my legs :/
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clearlytruthful · 1 decade ago
Is it possible that someone saw
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darkeyeangel · 1 decade ago
Remember when we were in the bathroom talking about how you would cover it for dance? People were walking in and out!
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clearlytruthful · 1 decade ago
Do u remember who it was
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darkeyeangel · 1 decade ago
Nope. Some from our grade, some littler ones.
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clearlytruthful · 1 decade ago
I don't think they knew what we were talking bout
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darkeyeangel · 1 decade ago
She was pulling up her shorts.
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clearlytruthful · 1 decade ago
Id remember that
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Cammie · 1 decade ago
Be honest with her.
She would be even more upset if you kept this from her.
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Nah their almost healed so I told my mom I itched my legs and they started bleeding from it
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