you guys probably dont care because i didnt make this look pretty but i want you to know i like a guy.every time i see him i fall for him more and more. i don't know why i like him, i really dont want to but just can't help it. i want to tell my friends but they will just blab it to him just like they did with all the others. i have always told myself that i have to hate him but i can't keep lying to myself. so if maryam is here then know this time i wont tell you. i want to i really do but im not risking you knowing and telling. he really is different from the others.