I don't think people love me. They love versions
of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have
construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy
parts of me to love. Who's going to love the girl that
can't stop crying? The girl that hurts herself? The girl
that is losing control? The girl that is so sad she can't
get out of bed? The girl that keeps pushing everyone away?
Who's going to love the monster in me, who's going to
love me now?
