I Left My Heart in Cheshire
Chapter
6
The good feeling
didn't last long though. Harry and I were
making our way back to his car, laughing at one
of his ridiculous jokes, when I looked up and
saw Meghan sitting on the hood of his car. I
stopped laughing and just stared at her as
Harry kept telling his joke. He noticed that I
wasn't laughing anymore, and looked to
where my eyes were looking. I felt his grip
tighten on my hand a bit, and he quickened his
pace.
"Meghan, what are you doing."
Harry stated as we got close enough to the car
for her to hear us. It wasn't a question,
more of a demand for an answer.
"Don't you remember, we had plans to
hang out tonight!" She squeeked out in her
incredibly annoying voice.
I stood back behind Harry a bit, and to be
quite honest, it was because Meghan was quite
intimidating. She's really pretty.
Her platinum blonde hair, flawless skin,
perfect tan and skinny body made me feel
insanely insecure. Her royal blue, tie-up shirt
was pulled halfway up her stomach, exposing her
belly button piercing, and she was wearing
tight, white denim short shorts; a look I could
never pull off. Not with my average brown hair,
grey eyes and rolls hanging out everywhere. I
don't have a thigh gap, and I hate
everything about my physical appearance.
"Right, I forgot," Harry said with a
sigh.
"Well come on then silly!" She said
grabbing his hand from mine and pulling him
towards the car.
"Uhm, Harry..." I said quietly, just
enough for him to hear.
"Come on Amy, you can come too! We all
need to do this project anyways!" he
called out over his shoulder. I felt really
uncomfortable with the idea of being in the
same place with both Harry and Meghan alone,
but I did need to finish our health project for
gym, because apparently at this school, even if
it's your first day there, they expect you
to do the same amount of work as everyone
else.
I walked with my head down towards Harry's
car and got in the back seat. I buckled up and
looked out the window, trying to avoid any
contact with either of them. The whole ride
home consisted of me silently listening to
Meghan fliriting with Harry and Harry
laughing.
It was absolutely awful.
When we pulled into Harry's driveway, I was
the first one out of the car. Thank God.
I grabbed my backpack and walked up to
Harry's front porch, waiting for him to
open the door. He made his way up, with Meghan
all over him. He was laughing the whole time. I
wanted to leave so badly, I mean... what was
stopping me? My house was literally 10 steps
away. But, I stayed. And that was possibly the
worst desicion I've ever made.
We had spent about 10 minutes actually working
on the project, and the rest of the time we
were just talking. Or should I say, Meghan and
Harry were talking while I was sitting there
trying not to throw up.
"Hey are you guys hungry?" Harry
asked as he got up and walked towards the
kitchen. Meghan immediatly got up and followed
him, like a little puppy. A dangerous
puppy.
"I'm starving, Harry!" She wined.
I was hungry too, but I'm not one to
complain. I hate talking about food.
"Well I don't really have any food,
how about we order a pizza?" Harry picked
up his phone and walked into another room to
place the order, when Meghan walked back into
the living room where I was and sat down beside
me.
"I hope you're not thinking of eating
anything. I mean, look at you. You obviously
haven't looked at a treadmill, or a scale,
in a really long time." Her words hurt
like knives. Obviously I'm not proud of my
body, and her pointing it out like that
didn't make me feel any better.
When Harry came back into the living room, I
quickly packed up my stuff and told him I had
to go.
"Why do you need to go?" He
asked.
"Uhm, I uhm... I'm not feeling good.
Bye guys." I said as I quickly exited his
house and walked across the lawn to my place.
As soon as I shut the door, the tears started
flowing from my eyes and I couldn't stop
them. Nobody else was home, so I could cry as
hard as I wanted. I look in the full length
mirror and picked out every little flaw in
myself that I could find. I HATED myself, and
Meghan's words kept ringing throughout my
ears.
Then, I did something that would turn my world
upside down...
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barneythebigpurpledino · 1 decade ago
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THAT. POOFACE.