this morning i woke up to a text saying that my best frined (lover) got in a car accident and has 2 shaddered knees and one shaddered elbow and his brain was swelling. and he had to go straight into surgury. my heart dropped. he didnt text me back last night so i thought  he fell asleep. but when i woke up i couldnt stop crying. knowing that he was in the hospital and knowing that i couldnt be there with him. i cant take this. baby i love you. please please please get better<3