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Antidepressants & rehab...
So I'm supposed to already be on antidepressants. My therapist wanted me on them for at least two weeks before school started. ...School starts Monday... -.-
I'm hopefully going on them tomorrow, but my other doctor was supposed to call my therapist to confirm with her and she never did. I keep getting put on the back burner for everyone. And I'm getting more emotionally damaged everyday. I'm cutting more, I'm starving myself more, and my thoughts are almost always suicidal. I can't afford to keep being on the back burner. If this continues, I will be off the burner entirely, and I won't have to bother anyone anymore. My therapist keeps asking me if I want to go to the hospital, and I always pause before answering because honestly? I don't know. I just want to rearrange my way of thinking so I can be happy again. I was hoping to just use the pills and they'd fix me. My therapist is checking into this one rehab center for mental illness that I may go to. It looks promising. I just don't want to be trapped there, either. I want to be able to know exactly when I'm getting out, or know that I can leave when I want to. I'm scared. Like, really terrified, scared. Can't I just go back to being normal please?

Anyway, thanks for reading about my messed up life...
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Antidepressants & rehab... So I'm supposed to already

2 faves · 3 comments · Aug 23, 2012 9:39pm

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AcousticMess11 · 1 decade ago
Thank you both <3
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TakeASecondLook · 1 decade ago
-hugs- <3
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XxXxPerfectlyImperfectXxXx · 1 decade ago
what good is a therapist going to do? can they really help you? not really. all tey can do is put you on some meds and hope you gets better. You sound like you really need to talk to someone you know and trust. Stop starving yourself, youre beautiful the way you are. if you wanna lose wieght, do it in a healthy way. stop cutting. i know it makes you feel better, but its not good for you. It just breaks my heart to see people like this, always hurting. you have your whole life ahead of you. make the best of it. Stay strong. <3
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