MY STORY

I just need to get some stuff off my chest, I really wish some people would keep their gob shut and just stop bothering me, learn some freaking manners, actually appreciate every freaking thing I do for other people, I wish people would actually just be there to catch me when i fall and for someone to tell me I feeling low that i dont need to self harm or starve myself or whatever. I wish someone could see the tears and catch them for me cause they are too god damn heavy. There arre times when im like i freaking hate this life and i just hit so low and its like whats the freaking point, whats the point in stay strong when every time it seems im almost there something else comes sets me back and knocks me down. I wish i could walk into school and people could just see all the freaking pain and suffering that has happened over the couple of years. I wish people would just appreciate me for the person I am. I wish i could just tell evereyone how freaking hard it has been for me to go to school and walk about school and do my exams and how hard it was to study for these exams with everything going on. I just wish that people would care enough to give a toss about me.