I just want to let you know that if you lived nearby, we would practically live together. I would spend every moment I could with you, because you make me feel safe and happy and warm inside and I guess that all of those things combined with how much I love spending time with you and curling up next to you mean I love you but I don't really know because this world is a messed up crazy awkward painful place and I just know that you're my anchor right now so thank you. I just want to tell you. Maybe I will. Maybe that's what I'll do tonight. You probably already know, because you can read me like a book, but tonight I'll tell you. I just wish I could see you. Please please please come see me or even just video chat me I don't even care it's been almost a year I just need you here in any way you can be. The picture's not enough.