My family just dont even know how i feel, And why im so attached to my phone. I actually like talking to people who dont put me down. I like talking to people who dont call me fat or ugly, and who actually try to spend time with me. I actually wanna talk to people, to ask the little things like how has my day been, or just to say i love you... Its better than sitting at home, and being call a ugly fat b... by my own brother. Or fat by moma's husband, Or ignored by my own moma when Danny walks in the room, because he means everything to her.. Dont she see, me and him dont freaking get along! He hates Me! Whats the point anymore in trying, Everything revolves around him anyways.. I just wish i was never born, you would be happy then, wouldnt you? I try everything i can to make you proud of me, and i try my hardest. But its never good enough.. I made 5 B's and 1 A, When i told you when Danny wasnt around you said good job, When i told everyone and he was around you were like, "You could do better. you need to try harder" What do you expect? I cant be perfect, yall make that clear enough... And Mackenzie.. BEST GUY EVER! i messed up everything with him.. He "Loves" me, but just wants to be friends... It hurts, so freaking badd! Ughh! But, tomorrow, imma put on a smile, and cover up these tears, and act like nothings wrong.. like always..