So my name
is Lisa.
Heres my
story. I
dont care
if you read
this or
fave it or
whatever. I
just want
to vent and
get this
all off my
chest cause
i don't
think you
can change
unless you
say
everything
you need to
say. So
i'll
try
to get
everything
off my
chest
now.
Where do i
start? Well
im 15 years
old.
You're
probably
thinking
whats the
big deal
about that?
Well if you
asked me 2
years ago i
would have
told you i
was done.
In my life,
i've
tried to
kill myself
4 times,
and came
close to
dying once.
Nobody
understands
how done i
was with
life. I
hated it so
much.
Another
thing is
i've
been a self
harmer for
4
years.
I hate it
but my life
is just
like a
black hole
that it was
the only
thing
that gave
me some
type of
relief.
I was
always
smiling and
laughing
and acting
happy so
nobody know
how sad
i was
I starved
myself
alot. i
hated
everything.
I smoked
and
drank.
I just
wanted my
life to
end.
why?
Because my
parents
told me all
the time i
was a
mistake, i
was hated
by people,
i didnt
have a
pleace
or a
meaning..
Well now
all that
has
changed.
I've
been 2
months
without
cutting
myself.
I no
longer
smoke, or
drink, or
strave
myself. I
havent
tried to
kill myself
in
lttle over
a year. I
have
friends.
I've
realized
just
because
something
is bad
doesnt mean
im not
worth it or
whatever.
so im not
giving up
ow or ever
again.
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Mrs1D · 1 decade ago
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Wow that is amazing, and dont forget that you can make a difference, you control your fate, so go live your life, no ones a mistake, a mistake is spilling your milkshake all over yourself, not you! your on this planet for a reason! hope your doing great ;) keep your head up love :D