I wish I wasn't alone 
I wish I had one friend that would drop everything and help me, for once. I drop everything for everyone 24/7 if they need help. Maybe my boyfriend could stop drinking long enough to ask me if I'm alright and not blow up in my face because of something stupid and threaten to break up with me. Maybe my friends could just answer their phone long enough to see that I'm crying on the other end. Maybe my cousin should look at my eyes when I talk to see the tears forming right in front of her. Maybe my ex can just understand once that I'm not mad at him. Maybe everyone should just see that I'm not okay.