I'm in my room, crying.
My coursework isn't getting done.
I have a banging headache.
My 17 year old brother is next door.
Throwing and smashing things in his room.
My mum and her d*ck of a boyfriend,
have been arguing all day.
and still are.
On the way to the shop earlier.
My brother said he was going to shoot himself,
with a BB gun and then jump off a bridge.
And then at home again, i get the blame
for everything, according to him i need to be beaten up.
Sean.
I love you so much
But it's so hard to love someone who
seems to have the opposite feelings.
i wish so badly that you could understand that.
Mum & Roy
I wish that you would understand how much all the arguments
upset me. how much my school life stresses me out. how
sometimes i dont want to talk to you about my problems, and if
i dont want to talk to you about it, RESPECT that. dont punish me for it.

I am 15, i dont want all of this responsibility. i
am barely sleeping cause of all
of this, and that is making me ill, let me do
what i feel is right and love the people
closest to me in the way I want.