this quote isnt pretty. but read it. i like this boy. he is really good friends with my cousins. lives a half hour away. is 4 year older than me too. i really like him. my friends always tell me im crazy. that i need to move on. but every time i try, i just cant. i cant go a day without thinking of him, of missing him, of wanting him. i seriously have never liked a guy this much. i see him every once in a while. and its always fun with him. he stares at me, tries to always be by my side. but the sad thing is, he tried to talk to me. the words wouldnt come out of my mouth though. that was embarrasing. i get to see him in a week at my cousins party. im excited i get to see him, but im also nervous. it wont be just me, my cousins and his friends anymore. it will be him, his friends that are girls, his ex, and boys that are his friends. i dont know how im gonna talk to him. guess it will just be another day with me and him just staring at each other. i want to talk to him. i dont know how though. advice?