Oh How I Wish...
Chapter 60
 (A One Direction Fan-fiction)

Me and Jill quickly walked out of the store. I stopped outside and said, "Why Jill, why when I make a mistake everybody hates me for it? God, why me..." while I sobbed in Jill's arms. "Babe, I'm so sorry, I wish I knew how to help." she said softly. I heard a rustle in the bush. "What the..." I started, walking to the bush and whipping my tears. Then, out of nowhere, paperartzi popped out from the bush and started asking questions and clicking photos. "Rosie, why are you crying? What were you doing with Harry today? What's in the bag? Do you have anything to do with Harry's swollen eye?" is all I heard. So many questions and flashes, all so fast. I backed away quickly, staying silent. Jill grabbed my arm and rushed me away while saying, "Come on Rosie, hurry!". After about 10 minutes of fast walking, we slowed down. "Ugh, annoying much?" I said quietly. "I know, oh, let me see these pills." Jill said, taking the pills from the bag. They were decent sized and a teal color. I've always been good with pills, so they shouldn't be a problem to swallow. "Okay, lets see here..." starting Jill, then she read the back outloud. "Do not take if suffering liver, blah, blah, blah..." she started as she "blahed" through most of the medical conditons, none which I'm sure I don't have. "Take two pills at least twelve hours after sexual intercourse and before twenty four hours after sexual intercourse. It is higly recomended to wait at least twelve hours after ingesting pills to conduct a pregnancy test or see a doctor. Warning: If you are under the age of 14, it is highly recomended to not ingest this medication. If you are under the age of 18, you you are at higer risk to recieve these side effects listed below more rapidally. Side effects: Headaches, nausea, dizziness, fainting, chest pains and confusion." she finished. "Are you kidding?! Tomorrow we're supposed to hang out with the boys, I can't be fainting and being confused the whole time." I said. "Rosie, don't worry, I'm sure you'll be fine." she said. "I really hope you're right." I said quietly. We reached Jill's house. "Okay, so take the pills before coming to school, then when we get home, you can take the test." she said. "And you'll be with me?" I said. "Not unless a flying unicorn flew from Canada and had my arm in it's mouth." she said and smiled. We both laughed, I loved her jokes, they always made me feel better. I hugged her and said, "Jill, thanks. I don't know what I would do without you.". "I know." she said and released. "Bye!" she called rushing into her house. I grabbed my phone and read the text I had from Harry, "I want to tell you in person, it's important, but I need to get going, I have a late night interview with the lads, see you tomorrow xx :)". "Okay, bye babe <3" I replied. I sighed in relief, he was going to tell me, and not through a text. What a gentleman. I walked home and came to an empty house, yes, I made it back before them. I ran upstairs and hid the pills and test. As I was walking downstairs, my family had entered the house. "Hey guys." I said. "Hey." the girls said in unison and rushing upstairs. Me parents walked in together, my dad's arm around my mom's, they both looked really happy too. "Hey mom, dad." I said. "Hi babygirl." my dad said, giving me a kiss on the forehead. "So, you had fun?" I said, a little confused. "Yes, so much." said my mom, smiling. I quickly ran upstairs and went to the bathroom. I hoped in the shower and thought about this. When my family went out, we never had this much fun. Well, now that I was thinking about it, it was my falut we never had fun. I always was difficult about what to get, then my mom usually ended up yelling at me for not eating anything, and everything turned into an argument. And it was all my fault. They had so much fun, because I wasn't there. That felt like cr.ap on a stick. I finished showering, brushed my teeth and went to bed.
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I woke up, feeling sick already. I was terrified of what the pill would bring me. After Nicole left the room, I rushed over to where the pill was and opened them. I took a bottle of water from my dresser and cracked it open. I took a sip, then stuck in the two pills, leaned my head back, and swollowed. "Ahh." I whispered to myself. I got ready for school and went throught the whole routine. It was a rainy day, so I wore dark jeans with a flowey top and my zebra rainboots, I loved them so. I actually had a bowl of cereal this morning, but I hated it. I did't want it. I didn't feel confident right now, I was starting to think I only would with Harry. But, if eating a normal amount would help the side effects go down, I would do it. I got on the bus and Jill was telling me about what happened with her and her parents. "Well, they want to meet Niall again, without me throwing a fit about you and him being together." she said. We got to school, went to our lockers and parted. I walked into spanish. I took my seat, after about 15 minutes, I got a text from Jill saying, "Okay, in the nurse, you go.". Our plan today was simple, we faked sick and had Harry and Niall pick us up. "Okay, students, work on pages 45 through 47 in the textbook with a partner." said the teacher, Mrs. Remerez. I got up quickly and went over to Mrs. Remerez and said, "Um, Mrs.Remerez, can I got to the nurse, I don't feel good." "No." was her response. "Um, what? Why? I asked. "Rosie, for some strange reason you haven't been in this classroom for almost a week, you've missed too much classtime, now sit please." she said, turning away. I slowly, and in shock, returned to my seat.

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