My judgements clouded
Chp 31
Gabby's POV

I really like Harry, but he's leaving in five days. I can't even think straight and when he looks at me and smiles i just want to cry. I don't know how Janelle's going to deal with Niall being gone and I couldn't deal with Harry being gone, but i wanted him to be mine so no other girls could touch him. It wouldn't happen. It won't happen. I'll never see Harry Styles again after these five days. Just thinking of that was breaking my heart into tiny pieces. Harry looked at me and smiled and i tried to smile back. He noticed something was wrong and came and gave me a hug. "Don't be sad love." He said with his deep beautiful voice. This wasn't making me feel any better, if anything it was making me feel so much worse. "Gabrielle?" He asked raising his eye brows. I smiled a little. "I'm okay Harry." I choked out because my throat was pretty dry. I cleared my throat hoping it would make my voice sound better. "Really I'm alright." I said my voice a little better. He frowned. "Please don't lie to me. What's going on?" "Nothing really." I lied trying to keep myself together. He wouldn't understand anyway. Every teenage girl in the world wanted to be with him and i was just one of the lucky ones that got to spend a few days with him. I felt tears forming in my eyes. I didn't want to cry in front of him so i looked up and sniffled. "Gabby... did i do something? Are.. are you going to cry? Gabby..." He stuttered. I pushed away from him and walked past Niall and Janelle. I didn't bother going to her because i didn't want to ruin her time with Niall. They both didn't see me and i heard someone running to catch up to me through the sand. "Gabrielle please!" Harry said panting. "Can you please just tell me what's going on in your head right now?" He asked walking at the same speed as me now. That was it i couldn't take it anymore. I let the tears I'd been holding back spill out and i sat down in the sand and hugged my knees. "H-Harry, I'm n-not going t-to see you e-ever again a-after f-five more days. Y-your going t-to forget all a-about me when you l-leave. I'll just b-be one of t-the lucky fans t-that got to s-spend a couple d-days with you." I said crying into my knees. "Gabrielle. I'm not going to forget about you when i leave because you're going to be the only thing i'm going to be thinking about. I like you a lot, but i can't have a relationship because we're on tour so much. I don't know how the other boys do it. I can't stand to be away from my girlfriend for that long. I would have to see you every day and if i couldn't it would kill me." He said. I cried harder into my knees holding them tighter. "Gabrielle listen to me, i do want to be your boyfriend a lot but i would have to move here or you would have to move to the UK and i don't think either one of our parents will do that." He said gently. I didn't know what to say and i didn't want to say anything. I just cried. That's all i wanted to do right now. "Please love don't cry." Harry said softly. "Harry to make this easier on me please stop calling me love." I said through my knees. He didn't say anything after that so it must have hurt his feelings or something. I wiped my eyes and nose and got up and started walking back over to where everyone else was laughing and happy and Harry followed behind me with out saying a word. "Gabrielle." He said finally. I turned around and he grabbed my waist and pulled me close to him and kissed me and i didn't fight him. He pulled away and put his forehead to mine. "Gabby i want to be with you and only you. I don't know how but we're going to figure out something because i can't leave you here waiting for me because that's selfish of me. Gabrielle i want you to be my girlfriend." He said looking straight into my eyes. His green eyes sparkled and were so beautiful. "Harry of course i would be your girlfriend." I said softly. He smiled and kissed me again. He pulled away suddenly, "Can i still not call you love?" He asked smiling. "You can call me whatever you want." I said and kissed him again. I was happy i was his girlfriend and that no one else could have him now and i didn't want anyone else but him. But this whole not being able to see him was going to become a huge problem. I couldn't go a day without one of his kisses now. 
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GAAAAH ! i'm so sorry i haven't been writting i've been caught up with a bunch of stuff and i haven't had time, but now i should be posting regularly again.But i'm going to get another chapter up now (: