come on skinny love Whaddup slu+s? My name's Amanda and i'm 15 yuuurs old. Class of 2015 bi+ches. I love one direction, Ed Sheeran, Cher Lloyd, Little Mix and the Janoskians. I write stories of my own and fanfics. Current fanfic: Trust Me. It's gon' be exciting. Don't be afraid to comment and like anything. Ok pce out slu+s.
July 23, 2010 at 8:22 p.m the best thing in any directioners life happened. one direction was formed. happy 2 years boys, we're so proud and we love you so much. no matter how famous they get we will always support them and love them the same. they will always be the boys on the stairs. ♥
My judgements clouded Chp 50 "Nel we're landing you have to wake up." Niall said. I woke up and rubbed my eyes. The plane landed and we were here in Ireland. The first thing we had to do was drop my mom off at Niall's house. The rest of us were staying where all the boys usually stay in London. We got off the plane and started driving through Ireland. It was really pretty and Niall was obviously happy to be home. Finally after a little while of driving we got to the house and my mom said goodbye to us and went inside. Now we started the long drive to London. "Nel you can get some more sleep it's a long way." Niall said and i nodded and leaned on him and fell asleep. I woke up a while later, "Morning sunshine." Lou said and smiled. "we're almost there just about ten more minutes." Niall was smiling. We pulled up to the house and brought our things inside. Nel you're sharing a room with me." Niall said leading me through the house. I unpacked and went and looked around. Eleanor popped out of a room, "how are you liking it?" She said smiling. "It's amazing." I said smiling back. "EL! Can you come help me?" Louis said struggling with something. She laughed and turned around. Niall snuck up from behind me and lead me to the living room. "So what do you think?" He asked kissing my cheek. "It's amazing." I said looking around. "I'm glad you like it." He said. "Niall we're stealing Nel from you and taking her around." Danielle said. I kissed Niall one more time and walked away with Eleanor and Danielle. "Well lets go." She said smiling leading me down the street. They took me all around London and it was great. Girls that knew who we were rushed up to us asking for autographs. I was surprised because i thought they were going to be trying to kill us. "The fans here actually like us." Danielle laughed signing a girls shirt. That was a relief i thought as i signed another girls shirt. They thanked us and they walked away. We walked around for a while and when they said they showed me pretty much everything they walked us back to the hosue. "I missed you." Niall said picking me up and kissing me. I smiled. Liam kissed Danielle on the cheek and sat down on the couch with her and continued watching tv. Louis smiled at Eleanor inocently she sighed, "What do you need help with now Lou?" She asked. He smiled and lead her down the hall. Niall Carried me over to the couch and we joined Zayn and Harry who were also watching tv. I hated seeing Harry and Zayn sad, and i could only imagine how Liz and Gabby were back home. ~A couple weeks later~ "It's seriously amazing here!" I said to Gabby. "It sounds it. I miss you though." She said. "I miss you too i wish you could have came." I said frowning. She sighed. "My parents would have never let me. Hows Harry been?" She asked. "He's been sad he's been thinking about you a lot and Zayn's been pretty upset too, it must be hard." I said feeling bad for them all, me, Eleanor and Danielle were the only lucky ones. "It's horrible Nel, it's the worst feeling ever." She said. "Well enough sad talking, we'll all see eachother again soon." I said. "We have to." Gabby said. "I'll call you later or something, bye Gabby." "Bye Nel." She said and i hung up. The boys were going out for a cd signing today so us girls had the day to do what we wanted. "Come on lets go to the mall!" Danielle said. Eleanor and I agreed and they helped me pick out clothes that would help me "fit in" with the London people. We got home and the boys still weren't there so we went out to go food shopping to make the boys favorite foods. We were going to try to cheer Harry and Zayn up. We got home and started cooking and the boys walked in. "Mmm smells good." Niall said hugging me from behind. "No no no! Out of the kitchen! You can't see." I said pecking him on the lips. He pouted and walked away. We set the table and made the dishes and called the boys in. "Thank you so much." They all said and started eating. It was probably the first time we'd seen Harry and Zayn smile since we got here. "Nel, you're absolutely amazing. I really do love you." Niall said. I blushed. "I love you too Niall." I ---------------------------------END---------------------------------
My judgements clouded Chp 49 We watched a couple movies and tried to lighten the depressing mood coming from Liz and Gabby. Niall and I were radiating happiness so we pretty much left them alone. We all decided to go to bed early since we had to be up at five or so. I raced Niall to the bedroom and hopped on the bed. He slid under the covers next to me. "Today was perfect and we have the chance to make every day like this." He whispered into my ear. I smiled and he kissed my neck. "Goodnight sweet heart." He whispered and i fell asleep. "Nel babe you have to wake up." Niall said rushing around the room to pack all his things. I yawned and sat up. Niall threw me a pair of sweatpants and a sweater. "It's cooler than you think." He said and i went to the bathroom to change. The boys were rushing around picking up their things and Gabby and Liz were on the couch clearly very unhappy. I walked in to the bathroom and got changed and sat on the couch with them. "How long have you been up?" I asked. "Since four." They both said. Then we heard a knock on the door. "Boys hows it going?" "GREAT." Lou yelled from somewhere. "You." He pointed to me. "Yes?" I asked. "What's your adress? It's for the driver." I wrote it down and he left. Gabby sighed. "You're so lucky." She said trying to smile. I couldn't help but smile. I was just so happy i was going to be with Niall. Danielle and Eleanor came and sat down on another couch. "Is this your first time coming to the UK?" Danielle asked. "Yeah." I said smiling. "Oooooh goodie!" They both squealed. "We're taking you out to all the pretty things you should see. It's going to be so much fun." Eleanor said. Another knock on the door and Eleanor opened it. "Okay boys lets go. I went into our bedroom and got my suitcases and walked into the elevator. "You ready for this?" Niall asked smiling. "Of course." I said smiling as well. He kissed the top of my head and we walked to the limo. We got in and started driving to my house. We picked up my mom and we were off to the airport. It was basically a silent ride the whole way there except for the light music in the back. "We're here." The driver said. "Out out out." The manager said motioning us to get out. Gabby and Liz's faces fell completely. I saw the tears form in both their eyes. We took all our lugage in and Gabby and Liz didn't let go of Harry and Zayn's hands. They called our flight and they both bursted out into tears. Harry hugged Gabby. "It's okay love it's okay. We can skype and text and i'll call you everyday until i can see you again." Harry said hugging her and then kissing her. "Babe it's okay please don't cry don't worry about it i'' call you and we can skype and everything i'll see you soon i promise Liz." Zayn said kissing Liz. "Nel." Gabby said breaking down even more. I felt the tears and i hugged her. "I'm gonna miss you." I said crying. "I'm gonna miss you too. You better call me every day." She said sobbing. "I swear." I said letting go to hug Liz. "Nel i'm gonna miss you." She said into my shoulder. "I'll miss you too i'll call you all the time." She let go and i walked back over to Niall still crying. "It's okay sweet heart." He said putting his arm around me. Harry and Zayn were silent for a while. "The first time you leave is always the worst." Danielle said. They both nodded. My eyes were stinging and i fell asleep.
My judgements clouded Chp 48 "So what's up you two?" She asked. I didn't say anything so Niall answered. "Just got back from the beach and we decided to drop by." He said smiling. "Oh how sweet, what for?" She asked looking at me. My heart lowered some more into my stomach and the knot in my throat got bigger. I tried clearing my throat without succsess. "Nel?" She asked smiling. "Um well erm. You see, uh. Niall um..." I started but she interupted me. "Janelle please tell me you're not here to tell me you're pregnant." She said. "No mom." I said and she sighed. "Okay then that's great, go on." She said smiling again. "Niall is um leaving tomorrow." I said looking at him. "Aw how sad!" She said. "Well um. Mom he wanted to know uh if um we coud like go with him..." I said biting my thumb and looking away from her. "Um well." She started. I had a bad feeling about this. "We have an extra bedroom at our house and my Mum would love company." Niall said, i still wasn't looking up i was busy hyperventalating and biting my thumb. "Uh but we don't even have plane tickets." She said. "Our management can fix that." He said calmly. I peeked my head up and my mom was thinking hard about this. "Please mom." I finally said. She let out a sigh. "Nel." I felt my heart sinking even more and i could only really hear my heart beat in my ears. "What time do we leave?" She asked. My face lit up, "Really mom!?" I asked excitedly. She nodded. "We're leaving the hotel at 5:30 in the morning tomorrow." Niall said smiling. "Well better start packing." She said and got up. I hugged Niall. "Now i don't have to leave you." He said kissing me. "Never." I said. "Come upstairs and help me pack!" I said getting up and smiling. I walked to my room, the last time i'd be seeing it for a while. I grabbed a couple of bags and started putting my clothes in them. I got everything packed and i flopped onto my bed. Niall came and sat next to me. "I'm so happy Niall." I said smiling. "I told you we would find a way to make this work." He said kissing my forehead. "Lets go back to the hotel." I said and Niall nodded. "Mom we'll be here in the limo to pick you up tomorrow morning. Thank you so much i love you so much!" I yelled walking out the door. We got to the hotel and Gabby and Liz weren't in the best moods. They only had a few more hours with Harry and Zayn. "Why are you so happy?" Gabby asked unhappily. "I'm going to the UK with them." I said smiling. The boys all cheered and Eleanor and Danielle came and hugged me. Gabby and Liz looked like they were going to cry. "Guys..." I started to say but Gabby started crying. "Tomorrow my boyfriend and my best friend are leaving me for who knows how long." She said crying into Harry's chest. "I went and sat down next to her. "You know you're going to make me cry i don't want to leave you, i'm going to miss you like crazy but lets save the tears for tomorrow." I said hugging her. She sniffled and wiped her tears away and nodded.
My judgements clouded Chp 47 "Alright! Time to break it up!" Eleanor said walking in and removing Niall from the room. "Let her get dressed." She said and closed the door. I changed into my bathing suit and put on one of Niall's t-shirts. I walked out of the room, "I'm ready." I said and we all walked out of the suite. We walked to the beach and i layed down next to Niall and made him put tanning oil on my back. "So are you really going to ask your mom?" He asked when he was done. I nodded and looked over at him. He was smiling so i couldn't help but smile. "Do you think she'll say yes?" He asked. "I don't know she could. I hope she does." I said. He smiled again. "I just want to know what she's going to say. I'm nervous." He said laughing. I sat up on my elbows and pecked him on the lips. "Don't worry we'll figure something out." I said laying back down, he sighed and layed down too. I yawned I was really tired and i fell asleep. "Nel." Niall was whispering in my ear. I smiled. "Hmm?" I said still half asleep. "You have to roll over or you're going to burn your back off." He said. I nodded and flopped over. He kissed my cheek and put something over my face and i went back to sleep. "Nel wake up." Niall whispered into my ear. I woke up and saw his hat was on my face and i took it off and squinted. "Ugh it's so bright." I said and put the hat back over my face. "Come in the water?" He asked and i nodded. It was really hot. We went in the water for a while and Harry and Gabby wanted to leave so we packed up. "We should go ask your Mum." Niall said as we started walking off the beach. "Sure." I said my heart starting to pump a lot faster. He grabbed my hand and kissed it. "We'll figure something out." He said. "Hey we're going to Nel's house we'll meet you back at the hotel." Niall said and the boys nodded. We turned down my street and i started getting even more scared. What if she said no? What would happen? Would he have to break up with me because he would never see me? I didn't want to deal with this anymore. "Nel it's okay breathe." Niall said squeezing my hand. I exhaled the breath i'd been holding in and we got to my door. I rang the bell and heard my mom shuffling through the house. I heard one lock unlock and then the next. My heart dropped into my stomach when the door opened. "Hello!" She said smiling. We walked in and sat down on the couch. I felt like i was shaking now too, and my throat had a knot in it. I didn't even know how to bring up the subject.
My judgements clouded Chp 46 I heard a yawn and turned around and Niall was walking into the kitchen smiling. "What smells so good? And you look adorable in my clothes Nel." He said giving me a kiss. I blushed. "Um theres pancakes, french toast, eggs and baccon." I said. He grabbed a plate and took some of each thing we made. I sat down next to him. "Mmm wow this is good." He said stuffing his face. Some one else yawned and shuffled into the kitchen. It was Harry and he hugged Gabby. "When did you change into my clothes? I don't remember you doing that." Harry said smiling. "I changed into them this morning silly." She said. Harry grabbed a plate and sat down too. The rest of the boys woke up and ate their breakfast. "Soo what's the plan for the day?" Eleanor asked. We all shrugged. "Maybe just the beach or something?" She asked. We agreed. We were just going to have a laid back day with the boys. Niall was the first to finsih eating like always and he said he was going to get changed. "NEL!" He yelled from the other room. I got up and walked into the bedroom. "How do you think i look?" He asked wearing my bikini top. "You look fab." I said laughing. He took the top off and picked me up and started kissing me. "I don't want to leave you." He whispered. I hugged him tighter. "I don't want you to leave either." I whispered back. He kissed me again. "I don't know how i'm going to deal with not seeing you everyday." He whispered. "I don't know Niall, i just wish there was some way..." I started saying but he kissed me again. "Nel i know it's crazy to ask but what if you came with us?" "I can't just leave my mom, Niall." I said. "What if she came?" He asked kissing my neck. "uh i'll um. i'll just. She can um." I couldn't think straight and he knew exactly what he was doing because he was smiling now. "She can what Nel?" He said smiling. "Niall stop! I know what you're doing." I said. He laughed and layed back on the bed. "I'll ask her and try to convince her." I said. He smiled and kissed me again. "Good. I hope she says yes. I can't deal with not being able to see you blush like this every day." He said with a grin. "Hey that's not funny!" I said and went to complain more but he kissed me again and i didn't feel like stopping him.
My judgements clouded Chp 45 "Are you all coming back to the UK with us?" Eleanor asked smiling. I frowned and sighed. "No we have to stay here." I said and looked at Niall. He hugged me and kissed my cheek. "Oh sorry." Eleanor said biting her lip. I shrugged. "Ooh now everyones sad." She said frowning. "It's a sensative topic El, it's not your fault you didn't know." Niall said. "Come on enough pouting girls this is no time to be sad." Lou said. I nodded. "Why don't we watch a movie?" Danielle suggested. We all agreed and we started watching the women in black. Lou laughed at all of us when we got scared. "It's not even scary!" He said. "You're crazy." I said moving closer to Niall. By the time the movie ended i was cutting off the circulation in Niall's hand. "Nel you can let go now." He said laughing. "Sorry." I said and took my hand away and blushed. "So tomorrow i say we go shopping." Eleanor said. All the boys sighed. "No I didn't mean you." She said hitting Lou on the chest. "I meant us girls." We all nodded but Niall, Harry and Zayn frowned. "But tomorrow's our last day here..." Niall said. "Oh... right. Sorry. I'm not really used to this." Eleanor said. "What if we got up while they were still sleeping?" Gabby asked. El smiled. "That's going to have to be really early." Niall said. "I don't care!" Gabby said, she always found a way to shop. We all nodded and it was a plan. "Well we should be getting some sleep if we're going to be getting up early." Danielle said. I nodded. "Nel needs it, she's not too happy in the morning." Gabby said smiling and leading Harry to their bedroom. I nodded and Niall picked me up. "I never noticed." He whispered in my ear. Too much, he was too cute. "Uh that's um because you're um with me." I said. He laughed and put me down on the bed. I crawled under the sheets and waited for him to join me. He layed down and cuddled with me until i fell asleep. "Nel." Someone said and was pushing me. "Ugggggh." I opened my eyes and dragged my self out of the bed. I turned around and kissed Niall on the cheek and he smiled but was still sleeping. I walked out of the room and met the other girls and put my hair up and we left. We walked to the mall which thankfully was open this early. "I think we should get really cute outfits since it's our last day with them..." Liz said. Danielle and Eleanor smiled. "We'll help you pick them out." They said and smiled. They dragged us into a couple stores and threw things at us to try on. We went through a couple stores and they found something for us all and we went back to the hotel. The boys were still sleeping so we decided to make them breakfast. Then we decided we were eaching going to wear the boys clothes we all walked back into their rooms. I got Niall's purple sweatshirt and grey sweatpants and a hat. Now we just had to wait for the boys to wake up. outfits http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=51173428
My judgements clouded Chp 44 I pouted a little but brushed it off because i didn't want to be the downer on the mood. We finished our icecream and drove back to the hotel. Gabby and Harry were attached to each others faces the whole way home, Liz and Zayn were talking quietly, Lou was texting someone, Liam was looking out the window. and Niall was playing with my fingers. "Eleanor says she can't wait to meet you girls." Louis said smiling and looking back at his phone. Gaah Eleanor was so pretty, i couldn't wait to meet her either. "Meet her?" Liz asked, i didn't quite pick up on that until she mentioned it, how were we going to meet her? Lou smiled and went back to his phone. I looked at Niall and he shrugged. I saw Liam whisper something to Louis and he nodded and Liam's face lit up. " Secrets, secrets are no fun unless you tell everyone." I said. Lou laughed. "It's nothing Nel don't worry about it." Liam said still smiling. We pulled up to the hotel and Niall chased me up to the suite. "Liam! Hurry up!" I yelled trying to stay away from Niall. "Take your time Liam!" Niall yelled grabbing me and pinning me against the door. I laughed and he kissed me. Next thing i knew i was falling backwards through the door. Niall landed on top of me. "Ow..." I said and Niall rolled over. "Are you okay sweet heart?" He asked looking up. I nodded. He smiled but it wasn't at me. "El!" He yelled getting up. "Hi Niall." Eleanor said. Niall got up and hugged her and came back to me. "El this is Nel, well Janelle and she's my beautiful girlfriend." He said kissing my cheek. "Hi, wow you're pretty." She said giving me a hug. "Thanks." I managed to say with my mouth hanging open. Eleanor Calder just called me pretty. Dying. She laughed a little. "Sorry it's just you're so pretty and you called me pretty i'm like in shock." I said. She smiled. "Nel you're beautiful." Niall whispered in my ear. I blushed because he was using that voice. "Aw thanks but really you are! I love your eyes." She said and smiled. "El!" Lou called and she jumped into his arms and kissed her. Aww they were adorable. Liam walked in next looking around and he frowned. "Lou..." He said still frowning. Then Danielle ran across the room into his arms. "I thought you weren't here." He said smiling now. "I wouldn't miss a chance to be with you." She said and kissed him. So much love in one room this was too cute. "Nel you know Eleanor was right." Niall whispered again. I turned to him and kissed him and he smiled. After Eleanor and Danielle were finished with the boys Danielle introduced herself to me. "Hi Nel, i've heard so much about you! You're really pretty, Niall's lucky to have you. You two make an adorable couple." She said and smiled.This was too much in one day. "Thanks, you and Liam are soooo cute together and you're so so pretty." I said. Danielle and Eleanor met Liz and Gabby and talked to them for a bit. Niall went and sat on the couch and held his arms open for me to sit with him. I did and i sat on his lap. "I'm glad you like El and Danielle." He said. "I'm glad they like me." I said smiling. "Who couldn't like you." He said and kissed me.
My judgements clouded Chp 42 "So Janelle how long has this been going on?" She asked. "A couple days." I muttered. "Since you're the talkative one here why don't you tell me what's been going on." She said to Harry. He smiled, he wanted this whole thing to happen. I just wanted to hit him. "Well we were getting chased by fans and we happened to hide in dunkin donuts where Nel and Gabby were. Nel came over to us and Niall liked her immediatly. We could all tell. We started hanging out with them and Niall finally got the courage to ask her out and she said yes. We all love Nel like a sister and we think she's great for Niall and Niall really likes her. You can tell by the way he looks at her." Harry said. I was blushing and so was Niall but his face kept getting redder. "Oh and they can't keep their hands off of each other!" Lou exclaimed. He was obviously waiting to say that. I sank down into the couch. "Oh really!?" My mom said and laughed. "No no! Not like that!" Niall tried to say but everyone was laughing. I leaned into him and burried my face into his shoulder. "She does that a lot when she's embarassed, it's a little thing we've all picked up on. Niall put his arm around me and I felt a little better. I looked over at my mom and she was smiling. "Well Janelle I think you've found yourself a great boyfriend." She finally said and my face lit up. Niall's did too. "Would you like to see some pictures of Nel when she was little?" My mom asked. "YES!" Everyone said all at once. "NO MOM!" I yelled trying to get up but Niall was holding me down. "Omg I can't this is horrible!" I said into Niall's shoulder. He lifted up my chin and pecked me on the lips. "It's okay sweet heart I won't laugh." He said. I slouched down and my mom came back with the photo albums. Everyone was laughing and i was just sitting there not amused. "WHAT WERE YOU D-DOING!" Lou yelled bursting into laughter. I just sat there. Niall was trying really hard not to laugh but he couldn't stop himself. "Nel i'm sorry these are just.." "Awful I know." I said grumpily. Niall pulled me closer to him and stopped laughing. "Nel you look adorable. Don't worry babe." He said and went back to looking at the pictures. Finally after about 10 minutes the torture was over. "Well we're going to Gabby's now. Bye mom. Oh wait i'm getting some clothes." I said running up the stairs. Niall followed me into my room. "Well glad you like my mom." I said getting clothes for two more days. I sighed. "She's funny." He said sitting on my bed. I looked back and he held his arms out. I sat on his lap and he crashed his lips to mine. It was perfect. He layed back so that i was completely on top of him now. I pulled away and he pouted. "Turn around i'm getting changed." I said getting off my bed. "What makes you so sure i'll stay turned around?" He said teasingly. "Well if you want i could make you wait downstairs." I said and smiled. He shook his head and put his head into one of my pillows. I got changed and jumped back on him. He turned around and pulled my face to his and kissed me again. "Sorry to interupt but we have things to do!" Harry said barging in my room. I rolled off Niall quickly and he sat up. "Naughty naughty." Harry said walking away. I laughed and grabbed my bag and walked downstairs. Niall held my hand as Gabby walked us to her house. The same thing that had just happened to me was going to happen to Gabby and Liz and i smiled to myself. We got to Gabby's and her dad answered the door. My smile got even bigger. "Hi Kurt!" I said as soon as I saw him. "Hi Janelle and Liz and others?" He said eyeing the 5 boys. "Um well we're coming in." Gabby said awkwardly and we all filed in. We went to her living room and I sat down in the small couch and Niall sat next to me. Her mom came in. "Hi Michelle!" I said and smiled. "Hi Nel and Liz!" She looked around and looked confused. "Um hello boys?" She said. "Hi i'm liam and we're in a band called one direction." Liam said and the other boys stated their names. "Well we're here today because we're going to be talking about your daughter Gabby's love life." I said. "Love life?" Her dad said looking at all the boys again. "Yes her love life. Like who she is currently dating right now at this moment. He's actually in this room. He has curly brown hair and green eyes and his name is Harry Styles." I said pointing. I was getting pay back now and Gabby knew it. She was sitting awkwardly and not making eye contact with her parents. "Erm... Hi well i'm Harry and I really like your daughter, she's amazing and she's beautiful and i'm very happy she's my girlfriend." Harry said with a nice smile. Gabby's parents didn't say anything and then finally her mom spoke. "Well i'm glad you seem very nice." She said with a smile. Her dad just sat there. "I think we should go before he has a stroke." Gabby suggested getting up. Her mom nodded and Gabby ran to her room to get some stuff and we left. The same thing happened at Liz's house and the boys were left happy with meeting our parents.
My judgements clouded Chp 41 I finished eating a while after Niall had. "Thank you." I said smiling. He smiled and ran his hand through his hair. I got up and kissed him. "No Harry I did that!" Lou said from outside. I laughed and pulled away. I went and opened the door for Liam who looked flustered. He walked in and plopped on the couch and covered his head with a pillow. "Good morning sunshine." Lou said then went back to arguing with Harry. "Lou I'm telling you that it was me." Harry said dragging Gabby to the couch. I went back to Niall in the kitchen and raised an eyebrow. "Happens all the time." He said and shrugged and got up and held me by the waist and walked with me to the living room. I looked around at all of them and realized there was only three days left. My heart sped up and dropped into my stomach. I sighed. Niall poked my cheeks and I smiled for him. He sat down on the love seat and craddled me in his arms. "So what are we doing today?" Zayn asked. Gabby, Liz and I all shrugged. "There's really nothing left to do. We've basically done everything." Gabby said. "Not everything." Harry smiled. "We haven't met you twos parents." He said to me and Gabby. My cheeks started burning. "I vote we go to Nel's house first." Harry said getting up. I looked back at Niall who was smiling at me and picking me up. I burried my face into his chest. He kissed the top of my head. "Everything's going to go fine sweet heart." He whispered in that accent that made me crazy. "It's not you i'm worried about it's my mom." I said and hopped down from his arms. He grabbed my hand and started walking to my house. We were right down the street and i was freaking out and biting on my thumb. "Babe it'll be fine." Niall said kissing my forehead. I sighed and walked up to the front door of my house. I looked back and everyone was smiling at me. I sighed again and rang the bell. "HOLD ON I"M COMIN!" My mom yelled. I could already feel the embarassment that was yet to come. She opened the door and looked stunned and then smiled. "Finally home I see? And with friends?" She asked looking past me. I nodded and walked inside and everyone followed. I sat down on one of the couches in my living room and covered my face with a pillow. I felt someone next to me and Niall removed the pillow looked up and then kissed me. "It's okay Nel." He said with a reasuring smile. My mom came into the room and sat down while everyone got settled. I was at the corner of my couch hugging my knees. "So what's the special occasion?" She asked smiling. Harry smiled and I smacked my head into my knees. "Well we're all here to meet you, actually." He said. "Oh! New friends, Nel?" She asked. I nodded and looked at Niall who was smiling a bit. "We're from the UK and we're actually in a boy band called one direction." Liam said. Oh great Liam was in on this too. "Well we're mostly here to introduce you to Niall." Zayn said. My face started heating up and i could see a blush on his cheeks too. "You see the blonde one sitting next to Nel, yup thats Niall." Harry said. Niall awkwardly smiled and waved. My mom was smiling, "So what's so special about Niall?" She asked. "Oh he just happens to be Nel's boyfriend." Harry said. I was bright red now and i turned away from my mom. I was just happy Lou was keeping quiet.
My judgements clouded Chp 40 I'd been on just about all the roller in the park and it was just starting to get dark. "Ferris wheel!" Gabby said grabbing Harry and pulling him to the ferris wheel line. We all followed. We all got in one and started heading to the top. We got to the top just as the sun was setting. "That's so pretty." I said and Niall pulled me closer. "Just like you." He said in my ear, i smiled and he kissed me. I tried pulling away but he pulled me back. He finally pulled away and put his forehead to mine. "You're amazing." He said and smiled. I blushed and the ferris wheel was going back up again and as it was everything started lighting up. It was really pretty from up high. We went around a couple more times and got off. Niall grabbed my hand and took my over to the cotton candy stand and we got cotton candy. He fed some to me and stuck some on my face and i did the same to him. We left when the park closed. We all walked to the car like zombies, I was so tired and Niall was hands down the most tired. We slid into the car and i layed on Niall and Gabby layed on Harry and Liz layed on Zayn. Liam and Lou just awkwardly sat there. Niall was babbling about something so i tried to make out what he was saying. "I just... i dont.. i love nandos. always... my favorite will be nandos. i live at nandos. Did you know that? No you didn't. Nandos..nan..na...NANDOS." I started giggling and i heard light snoring. He fell asleep, awww. I snuggled closer to his arm and fell asleep. "Wake up we're back at the hotel." I heard some mans voice, probably the limo driver. Niall got up and started carrying me out. I hated being woken up so i let him carry me. "Nel are you awake?" He asked when i shut my eyes really quickly when i saw the lights in the lobby. I shook my head and i heard him laugh and he pecked me on the lips. I heard us go up the elevator and the door open then another one then soft sheets. I opened my eyes and Niall was taking off his shirt. I crawled under the blankets and then felt Niall next to me. He brushed my hair away from my face and kissed my neck. "Sweet dreams beautiful." He whispered and i fell asleep. I woke up to Niall not being next to me but the smell of french toast but no noise in the hotel room. I got up and went to the bathroom and whatever and then walked into the kitchen. Niall heard me and turned around with a huge smile. "Hey." He said. "Um where is everyone?" I asked. "They went to the mall but they let us sleep in." He shrugged. "French toast?" He asked. I nodded and wrapped my arms around him from the back and kissed his shoulder. Next thing i knew i was being picked up and put on the counter. We kissed for a bit and then he pulled away with a blush on his face. He cleared his throat, "Um lets eat?" He said grabbing a plate, i hopped down and grabbed a plate and syrup and went and sat in the living room with him. "Mmmmm omg Niall this is so good." I said. "Good, i never really cook. I only do for the people i really care about." He said smiling.
My judgements clouded Chp 39 I was having a terrible night mare and i woke up and woke Niall up too. I frowned, "Go back to sleep. I'm sorry." I said softly. He shook his head. "Why'd you wake up?" He asked. "I was just having a bad dream." I said and layed down again. "What was it about?" He asked and i blushed. "Um well you left and you called me when you landed and you said you didn't want to be with me anymore because you didn't think you could commit because there were other pretty girls where you were." I said looking away from him. He kissed my cheek, "Nel i would never say that or do that i don't think there are prettier girls than you anywhere and if there were i wouldn't care anyway." He said and i smiled. "Really?" I asked turning around looking at him now. "Really." He confirmed. I smiled again and he kissed me. He whispered songs into my ear and i fell asleep again. I woke up to Niall kissing my jaw and cheek and forehead and nose. I smiled stretched and got up and went to the bathroom. My skirt had risen up a lot and Niall whistled. I got to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and started thinking about how i only had 4 more days with him. I pushed the thought to the back of my head and painted a smile across my face and skipped out to see him on the couch. I layed down across him and he poked my belly button. "So what are we doing today?" He asked and i shrugged. "Theres really not much to do around here." I said and frowned. Then Liz walked in, she was still in her skirt too. "We should go to 6 flags! Theres one a little bit away from here!" She said. I nodded and so did Niall. We woke Gabby and Harry up first and then Liam and Louis. Zayn was already up fixing his hair. We told everyone the plan and we rushed around getting ready. Us girls decided to just wear what we were wearing last night because we didn't want to take the time to go home. I had left flip flops and so did Gabby so me and Liz wore those instead of our heels. We all hoped in the limo and started the ride to six flags. It was about an hours drive. The boys sang to the songs they knew on the radio and so did we. Gabby fell asleep on Harry until we got there. Niall was like a little kid and climbed over everyone to get out of the limo first. I got out and he grabbed me and picked me up bridal style and ran to the line. He payed for us both and we walked in and waited for everyone else. "Can we go on roller coasters?!" Niall asked excitedly. I nodded and he pulled me to one and we waited in line for a little then got on. We got in the front and the bars went over us and across our laps and before the ride started Niall pecked me and the lips. I held his hand as we were going up the first hill. We got to the top and started going down i screamed and Niall was laughing at me the whole time. We got off and my hair was a mess and Niall kissed the top of my head and i fixed myself. Niall was pulling me to a bunch of different rides and i let him. He was like a kid in a toy store.
My judgements clouded Chp 36 I grabbed a towell for my hair and one for the rest of my body and i walked back into my room. Liz had already picked out her outfit, jewlery and shoes. It was pretty and it was something she would wear. Gabby came up the stairs next and Liz went and took a shower in my bathroom. Gabby and I dug threw my clothes and we both finally found something we liked and we smiled. We got changed and started picking out jewlery. We matched everything with colors and patterns perfectly and found shoes. "Ugh i'm not wearing heels there too much for me." Gabby said finding a pair of my sandals and putting them on. I shrugged and found a pair of heels that i liked but i didn't put them on yet. Liz came out of the shower and got dressed and we started doing eachothers hair and makeup. They both agreed that i was the best at makeup and Liz was the best a hair and Gabby would be our honest opinion of wether it looked good or not. I started doing Liz's makeup making it look natural because the boys liked that. I finished and Gabby gave me a thumbs up. Liz looked amazing. Then I moved onto Gabby's face and did almost the same thing except for the eyes and blush and her face was tanner than Liz's so i changed the foundation. She nodded and smiled to tell me she liked it. Liz started doing Gabby's hair and i did my own makeup. I made myself look flawless. Gabby and Liz's jaw dropped when i turned around. "Wow baby you make me feel ugly!" Gabby said and laughed. Liz nodded. I blushed. "Aw guys!" Liz finished Gabby's hair and did mine, she straightened Gabby's perfectly and curled mine because i hadn't had my curled around Niall yet and i really liked it. She curled her hair next and played around with the bangs until they were perfect. We both hairsprayed our hair and Gabby hid in the bathroom so she wouldn't choke on the smell. We sprayed our perfume in different rooms so it didn't mix and smell bad and put deoderant on. It was 7:30 and my phone rang. I picked up and it was Niall. "Hey sweet heart we're sending over a limo for you and it should be there really soon can't wait to see how gorgeous you look." He said in his sweet voice. "Aw Niall thanks." I said blushing. "See you there, bye Nel." He said and hung up. His voice sounded amazing even through the phone. We heard the limo beep outside and Liz and I tugged on our heels and ran down the stairs. My mom walked to the door. "Wow girls you all look beautiful, have a good time, call me if you need me." She said kissing my cheek. "Love you mom." I said and shut the door and walked to the limo. It was a short ride to the club and there was a bouncer outside asking for invites. We all got scared and then we saw Chad and he motioned for us to come in. We filed in and heat imediatly hit my face. "Glad you came." He said putting his hand on my back. I moved away. "You look gorgeous." He whispered in my ear. It wasn't the same as Niall, it was creepy and unattractive. Someone came over to him and said something and he motioned for us to follow him. We were lead to the door, "Are they with you?" He asked, we all nodded and smiled and he let them through. Niall found his way over to me and his jaw dropped. I blushed. "Janelle. Wow, um." He said and i started blushing. Louis pushed his jaw back up. "You look beautiful." Louis said and hit Niall on the shoulder. "Yeah Janelle you looks amazing." Niall said still staring at me. I heard Harry and Zayn stuttering at what to say to Liz and Gabby too. I laughed and bit my lip. "There's a bar here!" Louis exclaimed excited and ran over with Liam. Niall grabbed my waist and pulled me onto the dance floor. A song i didn't know was on but i started dancing on Niall. He kept me close to him and i didn't mind. Too many people were around us so Niall grabbed me again and pulled me away. "Ew it smelled like sweat!" I said laughing. He smiled and looked into my eyes and kissed me but to ruin the moment someone bumped into me knocking me over into Niall and i spun around. It was the waitress from the restaurant we had eaten at earlier. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ outfits http://www.polyvore.com/my_judgements_clouded/set?id=48565370
My judgements clouded Chp 35 "Umm so i'm here." I said awkwardly. "Yup, now theres a party tonight at a night club. I think you should come." He said and winked. "Um. I." I started but he cut me off. "You can bring all your friends it's gonna be fun." He said. I didn't say anything so he gave me the address to the place and then walked away. Liz turned to me and whispered. "That was really creepy." I nodded. "Well should we go?" I asked. "Why not we can bring the boys." She said smiling. I nodded. "Okay come over my house later so we can pick out what to wear." I said and waved while exiting the shop. I walked to the beach and found Niall laying down with his eyes closed. I walked over as quiet as i could and jumped on top of him. His eyes flew open and he smiled. "What did that guy want?" He asked cautiously. "Oh well he wanted to tell me theres a party tonight and that we all should go." I said and smiled hoping he would say yes to coming. "Sounds fun, we all can go?" He said raising an eye brow. "Yes Niall all of us." I said kissing the tip of his nose. He wasn't having any of my teasing so he kissed me. He pulled back and propped himself up with his arms. "So what am i wearing?" He asked. "Nothing that special just regular clothes." I said. "Well what are you wearing?" He asked with a slight smile. "Well that's for you to find out later." I said winking. He pouted. "It's not nice to tease your boyfriend Nel." I smiled, "I'm not teasing you i'm just making you wait a little while so it's a surprise." I said grinning. He let out a sigh. "Gabby!" I yelled and she looked over. I told her about the party and her face lit up. "OH MY GOD! WE NEED TO PICK OUT CLOTHES AND DO HAIR AND MAKEUP THIS IS GONNA BE GRE-" She was cut off by Harry kissing her. I laughed and rolled off of Niall. I took off my shirt and shorts showing my bathing suit i got with Gabby at the mall the day we met the boys and put tanning lotion on. Niall helped me spray my back and i layed down while he sang to me quietly and i fell asleep after a little. Niall woke me up and said he didn't want my back to burn so i should flip over, i thanked him and closed my eyes again not quite falling back asleep but i was almost there. I heard someone walk over and sit next to Niall. "You really like her huh?" Liam said. I could hear the smile in Niall's voice, "Yeah Liam I really do, I've never felt this way about anyone else before. Even though we met a few days ago it's crazy it feels like i've known her forever." Niall said. "Well she's a keeper Niall, you can tell she really likes you for you." Liam said. "I know, it's like she forgets that i'm famous. It's great to have a girl that doesn't constantly fangirl around me." He said and then nothing else was said. I was trying my hardest not to smile so i licked my lips. I drifted in and out of sleep for a while until Niall woke me up. "Nel what time's the party start?" He said softly. "Mmmm 8." I said yawning. "Well it's 6 now and i know how long you girls take to get ready so should we leave now?" He asked. I sat up and nodded. We got everyone and started walking to the ice cream shop to get Liz. She smiled when she saw all of us and clocked out. The boys started walking to their hotel and we started walking to my house. Before we went seperate ways Niall kissed me, "You think you can deal with two hours of not kissing me?" He whispered into my ear. "I'll have to try." I whispered back and walked away. When we turned the corner Gabby turned to me. "Nel all your relationships are always so perfect, i wish i could have relationships like you." Gabby said. Liz agreed. I told Gabby how Zayn kissed Liz and she was really excited and we finally got to my house. "Mom i'm home." I yelled. "Hi sweetie!" She yelled from the living room. "There's a party tonight so me Liz and Gabby are gonna get ready now." I said. "Okay have fun." "I'm taking a shower right now." I said. "Me too." Gabby said. Liz sighed, "I'll wait, i'm gonna go pick out my outfit." She said and ran upstairs. I walked upstairs with her and went into my bathroom and Gabby used the other bathroom downstairs. I was excited about tonight, i wanted to see how it would play out.
My judgements clouded Chp 33 I popped my head out from under the water and wiped my face and Niall's face popped up after. He smiled and i wrapped my arms around his neck. "We should just swim away so i can be with you forever." He said laughing. "Okay well get to swimming." I said and smiled and then went back under the water and swam away from him. He saw me and picked me up and started walking out of the water. I heard his stomach growl and i laughed. "Guys can we get food!" He yelled. "Sure! I'm straving." Lou yelled back. Niall smiled. "I swear Niall you like food more than you like me." I said and pouted. "Never." He said and pecked me lightly on the lips. When we got back to the towell Harry and Gabby were still in their own little world and Lou said he had asked them if they wanted food but they never answered. We all shrugged and walked to a little restuarant near by. Out of the corner of my eye i saw red hair and my head whipped around. It was Liz, I smilled at Zayn. "Liz!" I yelled waving at her to come over. She flashed a huge smile and walked over to us. "Hey!" She said and hugged me. Zayn couldn't keep his eyes of her and Niall hit him in the arm because he noticed too. She was wearing short hollister shorts and a crop top and you could see a little of her stomach and it hung off her shoulder and her hair was curled and looked flawless. "What are you doing?" I asked hoping she would say nothing. "About to go start my shift." She said and sighed. "Hmmm. I'll be right back." I said and started walking towards the ice cream place. Niall started to walk but i shooed him back. I got inside and the manager Chad was there. "Hi. Um Chad can i talk to you for a minute?" I said smiling. He winked, "Sure." It made my stomach turn and i didn't like it. "Um well you know Liz?" I said trying to act sweet and inocent. "Mhmmm." He said staring at me up and down. "Um well can she start her shift a little later, a friend from the UK is here and he's only going to be here for five more days and she hasn't seen him in ages." I said trying not to make eye contact with him. "Sure, only if you stop by with Liz later." He said and winked and went back to working behind the counter. I got the chills. I skipped out of the store and back to everyone. "You start your shift later." I said and smiled. Zayn looked at me and smiled. I pushed Liz closer to him and she blushed. "Hey." He said calmly and put his arm around her shoulders. We started walking again leaving Zayn and Liz alone in the back of the group. Niall wrapped his fingers around mine. "All these boys keep staring at you, i want them to know your mine." He said giving my hand a squeeze. I blushed. We got to the restaurant and they sat us down at a large table and pulled over a few chairs. I was only going to get salad but Niall was going to get a hamburger, chicken fingers, mozerella sticks and french fries. Liz and I looked at him like he was crazy but the rest of the boys thought it was completely normal. I looked at Niall up and down, "How can you eat that much and stay that skinny!?" I said hitting his stomach. He shrugged and poked my stomach, "You need to eat more." He said. I shook my head, "I do eat a lot i'm just not that hungry right now." It was the truth after i was at the beach i was never really that hungry. He shrugged again and the waitress came over and took our order. She kept eyeing Niall and took his order last. "So how about you?" She said and twirlled a piece of her hair. I just stared at her, she was trying to flirt with my boyfriend! Niall streched out his arm to me and i took his hand tracing the creases in it and locked my fingers with his. The waitress looked annoyed now. Niall ordered and she finally left. "Ew she was flirting with you." I said annoyed. "I know it was awkward. I didn't like it." He said leaning closer to me. He turned his head and locked his eyes with mine. "I only like flirting with you." He said and kissed me. The waitress came back with our drinks and she cleared her throat a little. She gave everyone there drinks and gave me mine last spilling it a little when she slammed it down. I shot her a dirty look and she left again.