My judgements clouded
Chp 20
( long but important )

"That was the most embarassing ten minutes of my life." I said laughing. "Mine too. I knew they were going to do that, should of warned you." He said. "Wouldn't have made a difference i would have turned out this red anyway i said pointing to my cheeks. He smiled. "So um what you said up there?" He trailed off. "Yeah i was telling the truth." I said knowing what he meant. He smiled. "So would like to be my girlfriend?" He said blushing. A huge smile came across my face. "Of course, i would love to be your girlfriend." I squeaked. He smiled and hugged me. "So we should go back to the others now i guess." He said still smiling. I nodded. He took my hand and wrapped his fingers around mine as we made our way back to everyone. I was the happiest person on Earth right now and i didn't care how dumb i looked with this huge smile on my face. We caught up to them and when Gabby saw us holding hands she looked at me, meaning "OMG you go out with him?" and i smiled which meant, "YESSSSS!" her response was a huge smile and a squeak of happiness. The boys all looked at Niall and he nodded his head. Then they all started smiling. "I knew thats what he was doing." Harry said approvingly and we all laughed. "Trained you well." Lou said and wiggled his eyebrows and i laughed. Now all of our attention was on Harry and Gabby. Harry knew it but Gabby was completely oblivious to the world. "So Har, what's up with your love life?" I asked smirking. It was time for payback. "Yeah I mean haven't you seen any cute girls around here? Maybe a foot away or so?" Niall said right after. Harry was glaring at us. I shrugged and gave him that, "this is your fault." face. "Hmmmm? Answer the question Harry." Liam pressured him. "I know what you're all doing! This isn't funny!" He said blushing. "It's okay Harry we all know who you like." Niall said. "So Gabby hows your love life?" I asked her and she smiled. "Could be going better but im dealing with what im given." She said smiling. I laughed she never got embarrassed except for the time someone spilt apple juice on her white pants that was a whole diffrent type of embarassment. Harry smiled and turned away from us. We walked away from the carnival to get some peace and quiet. "Hey what time is it?" Lou asked. "Just about nine." Liam answered. "Should we get back to the hotel?" Harry asked. Niall frowned and all the guys looked at him. "Niall you can bring Nel." Liam said smiling and Niall's face lit up. "Do you think your parents would mind?" He asked excitedly. I cringed at the "s" on parents. "No my mom wouldn't mind." I said looking at him. After i said that it registered on his face and he had curiosity and his eyes and i nodded which meant i would tell him at the hotel. 
We got to the hotel after about a half an hour of walking. Liam slid the key card through the door and we all filed in. Niall swept me off my feet and brought me into his bedroom and kicked the door closed. We heard them all "Ooooooooh!" But we just laughed. I sat down on the bed. "Roll over for a minute i want to change my pants." He said taking off his shirt already. I flopped over into the pillows and closed my eyes until i felt him jump onto the bed. "So..." He started a little awkwardly. I smiled. "So yeah i only have a mom. I did have a dad and i loved him a lot and i miss him every day and i wish he was still here. " I felt my heart ache. It always happened when i talked about my dad. I sighed. "Nel you don't have to tell me if you don't want to." He said looking into my eyes. I shook my head. "No i want to tell you. He was driving home from work after finishing a house and this guy just blew through the red light. He hit right into the drivers seat and my dad  was.. he was killed on impact." I said trying to steady my breathing. "Nel. I'm so sorry." He said scooping me onto his lap. He started singing me moments and i felt tears dripping down my face. He layed down and i cuddled into him. He was still singing, and he whiped my tears away. He finished and the tears were like little rivers coming down my face now. "Niall that was amazing." I said sniffling. He smiled whiping my tears again. "Don't cry sweet heart." He cooed and i smiled.