I am deppressed. Or at least on the verge of getting there. I don't tell people, I don't want them to worry. For the past year my sister has had problems with bullying. Yes, she caused SOME of it. For her mouth and what she can say, But most of it, it's all fake. She's very depressed. She can't seem to find the right friends who don't believe all the things that are being said. They all leave her, she comes home from school at least twice a week sobbing. It makes my mom depressed, which makes my dad depressed, and that leads to me. Everythings about her, and yes I know shes going through a hard time, but does it make it okay for my parents to ignore me? To leave me out of most things they say? Im surrounded by family, but yet I always feel alone. When I walk through the door when I get home from school all I get is a simple "Be quiet I'm on the phone." from my mom, and a "I don't care." from my dad. But when my sister walks in, all light shines on her and its "Rachel, sweetie did you have a good day? Anyone hurt my precious daughter?"... I feel so alone here. It's hard. I want someone to ask me how I feel or if I'm getting hurt by anyone, I want to feel loved by my own mother. She says it, but I can't feel it, I want my dad to say he's proud of me, that I'm practically living on my own, I want to hear him for one say "I love you Sarah." It's just that simple.