I thought you actually cared about
me. I really thought you and I could become
''We"
I would have givin anything and everything to be yours.
For the longest time, you were the reason I even came to
school.
By the way you hugged me, by the way you looked at me, by the way
you would smile at me,
It made it very hard not to fall for you.
I really believed that you would catch me,
But when you finally realized I fell
You already moved on to catch someone else.
I said I was done. I promised myself I wouldn't look
back.
But guess where we are...I lied, and now I am dying without
you.
It kills me to see you with her.
I hate myself for ever getting mad.
I just wish I could go back and follow through with what I wanted
since the beginning of the year.
I fell right away when we started talking, I just didn't know
it would be this strong.
I thought we would just be good friends, then I got selfish and
wanted more.
And because of my greed, I lost it all.
Im killing myself with regret.
I hate pretending that I don't care. Cause I do...a lot.
My friend thinks Im still mad, and I really want to ignore all of
this, but there is only one person that knows that Im turning
around looking too see what I passed.
I know that I feel this way now, but when I get into school I
won't say anything to him.
I will just pretend, and put on my mask that I have been wearing
for awhile.
Everything always looks okay while I am in school, but home my
mind goes to war.
Im going to bed now, hoping it will be better in the morning.
Lets just say....
Tonight is just another night that I will make that tear stain a
little worse.
quotelover28 · 1 decade ago
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did you write this? its friggin amazing