Sorry
this isn't my usual quote.
I just felt the need to share this, and get it off my chest.
I have no physical talent whatsoever. I know this, and it
doesn't really bother me. Until, of course, P.E. class when I
must make a fool out of myself. Today I felt twice and scraped my
knee. Ever since I moved here, all I hear are laughs and sniggers
every time I fall. It's embarassing to fall and/or do
something wrong and pathetic in front of the class. It's like
I'm some sort of clown to them. Also, I'm last picked for
teams, given the weakest position, and never given a fair turn in
anything. I'm so sick of it. If I'm never given the
chance, I'll never improve. I just wish it all wasn't so
pathetic and embarassing. I broke down crying at the end of
class.
Here's a confession, Witty. My plan today was to skip my
usual math club and go straight home. I was going to say goodbye
to Witty, and leave a note for my parents. I was going to swallow
both entire bottles of NyQuil and Advil. I was going to kill
myself. On the bus ride home, my sort-of friend Melissa changed
the subject of my bad day to something different, and she
literally saved my life. Without her, I'd be dead right now.
So, when I went home, I cried and cried, and slept for a few
hours.
Being the target freaking sucks.
~♡
6 faves · 4 comments · Mar 1, 2012 1:50pm
KayleeAnn22
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1 decade ago
I know EXACTLY how you feel. I've always been the screwup in gym class. You just have to try and live with other peoples pathetic meaness and judgement. I mean, maybe they're making fun of you know, but they'll be working for you someday. All that matters is what you ARE good at. So try to put their nonsense out of your mind, but cry when you need to, and if you ever need someone to vent/talk to, Im here for you, because I've been through the same thing. <3
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edance123
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1 decade ago
You're never alone. Always remember that witty is here for you! If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here! Don't ever give up, go see your guidance counselor about changing your gym class! Remembers there's always other options< 3
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DiannaLovesMindlessBehavior143
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1 decade ago
Dont Do It Im Telling You Its Not Worth It, Maybe You Can Change You Gym Class. If I Was You Id Talk To My Guidance Coundelor Or Someone Like That Or Your Gym Teacher, Plz Tell Me How It Goes x3333
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katiekodyjak · 1 decade ago
i saw your other quote so i came to look at your page. i completely suck at gym too, literally i can't do anything physical. if you want the chance to improve, ask the gym teacher if maybe someday he can show you how to play whatever game it is you're doing in class after school. or ask a family member or friend. but don't kill yourself. being a target really does suck and feeling like you're alone and depressed is even worse, i know. but before you consider anything like that go on witty and talk to someone here or talk to your family or anyone. i'm on witty everyday so you can talk to me if you want to (:
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