I'm still
here.
I
wrote the letters and laid them out where they would be found; I
placed my hand drawing with the word 'HELP' on the end of
my bed where it too could be found; I chose and started to
execute the method I thought best- suffocation.
I started to, and I was waiting for it to end... 'it
won't take long' I kept telling myself. 'It will be
over soon.' But I couldn't do it. My stupid mind
wouldn't let me do it. I was suffocating when my mind started
playing scenes of my life over and over again. Times with my
friends, before the group fell apart, times with him, when he and
I were close, him telling me how much it would hurt him if I did
kill myself. So thanks to my stupid stupid mind I'm still
here. I'm yet to work out if it's good or
bad...
7 faves · 2 comments · Feb 2, 2012 12:57am
TikTokToo1
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1 decade ago
Listen to your positive thoughts. It helps a lot.
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Dimy · 1 decade ago
i'm here now..i left because of some exams..what it is with this quote?:(...
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