you're the reason
for the sleepless nights, the reason i can't focus on anything, the reason i break down and cry at the most random times. you're the reason i find it hard to have any fun at all, the reason for the anger i take out on innocent people, the reason for my horrible attitude. you're the reason for my mood swings, and the reason my friends don't want to be around me as much as the used to. you're the reason everything seems so much harder than it should be. you're the reason i have no self confidence, the reason i don't think i'm good enough for anybody. you're the reason that i'm afraid to get close to anybody, afraid that they'll just turn their back on me and i'll be hurt once again. you're the reason i'm losing the ones who mean the most, the reason i can't trust anyone anymore.

you're the reason that i'm completely broken on the inside.