i was anorexic. All my friends were 00's and  i wasnt so i stopped eating. i was depressed and this helped me because it made me focus on someting else. I went on a cruise in mexicowith my family and my parents and sibling kept telling me they could see my bones but i knew they couldnt and they said have you been eating and i said of course i love food! but i never ate alot at all and i exercised all the time. When we got back i had a physical and the doctor told me i was way under weight. She made me put olive oil on all the food i ate and i had to drink whole milk. i still thought i was fat. i didnt think  i was skinney at all. i would weigh myself at night and see 90 pounds and cry because i thought i was too fat.my mom took me into the bathroom one night and put me infront of the mirrorand told me to just breath and look at myself. when i breathed in you could trace my ribs when i breathed out you could still see them. when i bend down you can see all of my spine and my thighs were twigs,. that was the night i realized iwas skinney and that i should be happy with who i am nad not focus on my weight but just live life.


sorry its long just a vent i know most of you will skip over this.