FORGOTTEN
Chapter One, Part Two. Alexis's POV.

well this is just great. Absoloutly great. How could she? what was she thinking? what happened to friends forever? damn, i knew she didnt mean FOREVER. gah, why was I so stupid? Im supposed to be able to see these things coming? Im supposed to know. How did I miss this? Why did I put everything into this one girl? Why did this have to happen to me. I was so stupid!
Reduced to tears, i tried my hardest not to cry. Not to let the first tear roll down my cheek. That'd only show whos one. & that'd be Andrea. & theres alot more fight left in me.
I was so stupid! I couldnt stop beating myself up over this. It was my fault right? If I'd done something different; she wouldnt have ditched me for Emilys crew, right? Wrong. Right. Augh, I dont know.
My head was a mess. Just like my home. Just like my life. Just like me.
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''YOUR USELESS. NOONE LIKES YOU. ONE DAY, YOU'LL HAVE NO FRIENDS'' Mum screamed, Lifting her arm, to beat me, one more time.
I winced. Ducking away from her, instantly, i regretted this.
''DONT YOU DUCK FROM ME LITTLE SNOT.'' Mum yelled, hitting me three times harder.
I cried, the tears were endless. One after another, after another, after another. Every salty, warm tear, was happily comforting.
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I was only 9 when Dad left, mum went on to the booze, and i got beaten. Only 9. 4 years later, and nothings changed. Mum comes home with a different man everynight. And we never see him again.
Angela knew EVERYTHING and now, she wasnt nothing to do with me.
Thats my life for you. It couldnt honsetly get any worse. Damn, jinxed now.