Love looks easy but it really isn't.

Chapter 14, Part 1

I got up the next morning, I put on some grey shorts and a white v-neck shirt and some white flip flops. I curled my hair and applied some make up. I ate some toast and Josh drove to school.
I knocked on the principles door, a women answered, she had long blonde hair and big dark brown eyes, she looked to be in her 20’s. I walked into Mr Reeds office, I sat down on the big brown seat, the only time I’ve been here is when I got sent down from having that fight with Lizzie.
“Long time no see, Tia” he said. I looked at him and looked down, “So what can I help you with today?”
“Hmm... Hi, I’ve moved back down to San Diego for the month, I was wondering if I could come back here, but my mom might allow me to stay here till I finish high school.”
“Who’s looking after you?” he said looking at me, I looked at him.
“Josh’ parents” I said looking at him, he smiled and got out some paperwork, I’ve never had to do paperwork before, I thought they already had my details.
“Just fill this in and get Josh’ parents to sign, you can start tomorrow and get his parents to sign this” he said shaking my hand, “Good to have you back.”
I stood up and walked out the office, “Thanks”, this meant I had to walk back to Josh’ house, which is like an hour walk. I walked down a street, they were 5 boys and 2 girls standing on the street, they looked to be between 15 to 20 years old. I walked fast passing them. Suddenly a boy grabbed my elbow.
“Get off” I mumbled, I pulled my elbow away but it was no use, his grip was too hard.
“It’s me” he said, I looked up to him, it was Ryan, I bit my lip. My eyes ran over his body, this wasn’t Ryan, he was wearing baggy blue jeans and a plain grey tank top and a white baseball cap.
“No it’s not!” I said looking at him, he held me in his arms, I tried to pull away but it was no use, “You’ve changed, Ryan. I don’t like it.” I felt a tear in my eye.
“Don’t cry” he said looking at me. I looked around to his friends who were looking towards me. Ryan let go of me, I ran off, but I heard footsteps behind me.
“YOU CAN’T RUN!” a boy shouted, I looked around, and it was Ryan again. I walked faster, what if he had a gun? He’s joined the gangster crew; I decided to walk slower so he could catch me up. This wasn’t Ryan, Ryan dressed better, he had much more better personality, he was kind, he didn’t grab me, and he used to just shout me for my attention. He caught up with me, “Tee, you alright?”
“No” I said sitting down on a bench in the park. I looked into his eyes. I thought Ryan was my best friend, he never sent that charm, or text me and he didn’t call me? Was this all to do with me moving and getting back with Josh was this my fault, I should stop blaming myself, none of this was my fault, this was his choice he didn’t have to do this, what if he was going through depression? No, I don’t think so. What if I made him change, I’d never want him to change not due to me. 
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Should I try to finish this story soon? I'm thinking about a ending or how I could finish it. Then I could try to write a story that's a bit more Summer? or just carry on with this story?
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