I
can't do this;
I can't pretend I'm ok anymore; because I'm not.
I can't keep smiling, I can't keep laughing, I
barely can keep moving. I just want to lay in bed
and avoid everyone and everything. I don't want
to have to keep pretending. Its the hardest thing
to do. I need someone to care and try to help.
Is that so hard to
understand?
