The thoughts of you are
running through my mind.
The good fading, and the
confusing arriving.
They battle with each other to complete the war.
Going back and forth, they never
unravel.
Im deep in thought just competing with myself.
A part
of me tells me one thing, and the
other says another. Not knowing which one is right,
or where to follow; wanna hide so no one can read me.
Im too afraid of this being turned into something its
not -
or what i dont want it to be. my heart
races,
and i sink down in all my emotions. I can hear the
bombs being fired;
i cover my ears so i cant hear but its all too loud.
Faces pass me by; they
fight their way through.
I try to chase them to catch up but im in the
center.
Im surprised im not dying. Invisible, and i see
everything.
I close my eyes and hold on tight. These
thoughts are
running through my mind. Theyre battling with each
other
every second to complete the war. Im competing with myself,
and no one else. The good is
fading,
and the confusing is just arriving.
</3.
(all
mine.)
