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NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky

1. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
   posted a quote
   July 3, 2010 12:22pm UTC
   IDENTITY
   isnt what you do,
   it's
   WHO YOU ARE.
   (FCA 2010 <3)
   
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2. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
   posted a quote
   June 19, 2010 3:45pm UTC
   And who am i?
   I know who i was.
   I know who i want to be.
   But something inside of me is changing,
   and i can feel it. Some things, theyre the same.
   Some, im so confused.
   I used to be so confident and i knew who i was.
   I used to stand up for what i believe in and know
   it didn't matter what anyone else thought.
   I knew who i was.
   Now, i can't decide.
   I used to know who i was with my faith and
   christianity.
   Now who am i?
   The times i can't get into church, as i try
   so hard. I may not seem like it, but i try.
   Where's that passion for my Savior?
   What am i doing with my life?
   Where am i headed?
   Funny thing is, i know these answers, or
   i thought i did.
   Who am i?
   I know who i was.
   I know who i
   want to be.
   (vent; <3)
   
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3. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
   posted a quote
   June 19, 2010 3:38pm UTC
   I sit and wonder;
   wonder why i wake up every morning
   and expect you to make me happy that day.
   I think it's necessary, or maybe i just want you;
   want you to make me happy.
   I depend on you for these things.
   These things that i dont need you for.
   Im a strong girl and I don't need a boy
   to make me happy every second of the day.
   It's not that you intended to make me happy
   like you do everyday, but you did.
   I expected too much, and things changed.
   You still make me happy, but its never the same.
   I close my eyes to try to shake out the missing pain.
   This always happening; you make me happy, and then
   it all changes.
   It goes back to the same thing.
   Everything repeats. Making me happy, i expect
   it too much. Then you stop and im left with
   a missing ache. My heart pumps faster and
   faster as i think about it. I care about you more
   than you may know. I just wish everything could be
   the same
   all. the. time.
   (vent; <3)
   
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4. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
   posted a quote
   June 9, 2010 4:28pm UTC
   Me - "ACHOO!"
   Rachel - "SHUT UP!"
   Only my best friend <3
   
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5. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
   posted a quote
   June 9, 2010 4:20pm UTC
   Sometimes on a rainy day, i don't feel myself.
   I can feel my faith sinking, and this isn't what
   i intended to do. I get caught up in everything
   else happening in my life. I see right passed
   my goal and my expectations. It's like i dont
   care when i know i do. I wonder how i could
   do something like this. But i try not to beat
   myself up. I have my days, but i still don't
   feel right. I dont feel right without my strong
   faith, or without you, God. I can feel myself
   tipping over. All im wanting is to be stood right
   side up again. In my faith, for you, and for my
   friends. No fake smiles, no fake faith, no worship
   songs i can't take to heart, no prayers i can't
   seem to mean enough. I want smile up to you
   and to my friends, and actually be able to mean it.
   I want to fall in love all over again with you, my faith,
   and my church family. I want to worship & mean
   the words im singing. I want to worship and be
   touched by you. I want to pray and be able to know
   you heard me, so i'm not feeling like i have to repeat
   myself over and over again. I want to be the girl you
   intended me to be. I want to be the girl you knew in
   the beginning of our relationship, but more. Stronger
   and happier than ever. I know i'll have my days, but
   i don't want to get completely off track. And this is a
   prayer to you; one i'll hopefully not have to repeat.
   In Jesus name i pray, Amen. <3
   (mine <3)
   
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6. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
   posted a quote
   May 21, 2010 12:25pm UTC
   I tell myself to always have faith.
   I tell myself it happens for a reason.
   I pray to God everyday just for you, for us, & for me.
   I remember the days we shared.
   So many memories- i loved them all.
   You turned around & got yourself a girlfriend.
   Where did my best friend go?
   You were always there when i needed you.
   Now you've disappeared.
   Yeah, i guess we're still friends, but i'd rather
   have you my best friend.
   That guy's gone, but he's there for everyone ... except me.
   & why is this?
   Im beginning to think it was only cause you liked me....
   or are you afraid of falling for me again?
   
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7. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
   posted a quote
   May 10, 2010 8:01pm UTC
   Youre crazy if you think
   i could EVER let you go! <3
   
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8. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
   posted a quote
   April 30, 2010 9:37pm UTC
   She used to be able to say that no one could ever tear her down.
   She used to say she's not crashing down.
   All the right people around her lifted her off her feet in amazing ways,
   that they'll never understand. God brought her to this, and made her
   stronger than ever. On her long walk, there was something
   stopping her. She kept running into a brick wall. She tried to break
   it down, but she couldnt. It hurt her more than ever. All she wanted
   was to see other side of the wall. Tears come to her eyes, and her
   whole body ached from the pain. Her heart was breaking inside.
   She feels like its actually all her fault. Wanting it in the first place;
   she got what she wanted in the end. To be stronger with herself, &
   with God, and learn to let go. Only one thing missing now, and it being
   all on her. Wondering if she's really upset with herself, or with this one
   thing. One minute, she gets a little further, but then this wall re-appears.
   She's tired and sick of the same old thing. One things for sure, she can
   officially say she has crashed down. </3
   -April 23, 2010. (vent.)
   
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9. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
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   April 18, 2010 8:02am UTC
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10. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
    posted a quote
    April 15, 2010 7:34pm UTC
    Walk By Faith <3
    Not by sight...
    (walk by faith<3;; i love God.♥)
    
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11. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
    posted a quote
    April 13, 2010 7:17pm UTC
    I Cant Believe
    there ended up someone
    who could actually
    t.e.a.r. m.e. d.o.w.n. </3
    
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12. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
    posted a quote
    March 31, 2010 4:51pm UTC
    The thoughts of you are running through my mind.
    The good fading, and the confusing arriving.
    They battle with each other to complete the war.
    Going back and forth, they never unravel.
    Im deep in thought just competing with myself.
    A part of me tells me one thing, and the
    other says another. Not knowing which one is right,
    or where to follow; wanna hide so no one can read me.
    Im too afraid of this being turned into something its not -
    or what i dont want it to be. my heart races,
    and i sink down in all my emotions. I can hear the bombs being fired;
    i cover my ears so i cant hear but its all too loud.
    Faces pass me by; they fight their way through.
    I try to chase them to catch up but im in the center.
    Im surprised im not dying. Invisible, and i see everything.
    I close my eyes and hold on tight. These thoughts are
    running through my mind. Theyre battling with each other
    every second to complete the war. Im competing with myself,
    and no one else. The good is fading,
    and the confusing is just arriving.
    </3.
    (all mine.)
    
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13. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
    posted a quote
    March 20, 2010 8:49pm UTC
    It's funny
    how your life can
    completely turn around right
    ♥ before your eyes! ♥
    (God turned mine around, & loving
    every minute of it.)(:
    
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14. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
    posted a quote
    March 15, 2010 3:34pm UTC
    Theres this girl. She walked around so happy.
    Her head held high, more confident than ever.
    She knew who she was, and she knew what
    she wanted. Her heart was so strong; so strong
    in her faith. She looked ahead days from now,
    and knew where she was headed. She was
    always prepared; never worried 'bout her past
    or the future. She lived in her present. No one
    could tell her otherwise, or bring her down.
    She wasn't [perfect]. Oh, no. She had her
    [ups & downs], she just knew how to handle
    it. Instead of worrying, there was God.
    Somewhere in this, she took her eyes off God.
    Something changed. Her faith was sinking.
    Just going through the motions; thats not the
    life she wanted to live. Always struggling to
    get it all back. She could retrace her steps,
    or she could start it all over. For so long,
    she walked around with her head down-
    trying to figure it all out. She was rewinding
    and rewinding her life thats already been
    played; trying to find out where it all went.
    She just went around in a circle for the
    longest time. She prayed & prayed.
    Somewhere in her prayers, God listened.
    Finally realizing what she had to do, it
    all turned around. Her life is making
    changes now. Its all up to her.
    & she has faith it'll work.
    [mine. ventingg(in a way)]
    
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15. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
    posted a quote
    February 15, 2010 4:29pm UTC
    Your love is
    like a murder, killing me
    patiently. </3
    
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16. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
    posted a quote
    February 6, 2010 5:28pm UTC
    Im reaching out for that call,
    trying not to fall.
    I hear it calling
    my name on the other side.
    Like theyre knocking
    constantly at the door.
    But i cant reach it, i just end
    up falling on the floor.
    My heads spinning and im
    just not winning at this game.
    Im screaming out
    so maybe someone else will hear
    me, but no one can.
    They all fear me- as im screaming,
    i shed a tear. Im so weak,
    like a leaf flowing in the wind.
    As the tears run down my cheeks,
    still screaming, im whispering a prayer.
    Im reaching out,
    trying to move on.
    To open that door i seek for more,
    more i know is there.
    At the moment, i cant touch it.
    Im wasting all my strength,
    all my tears, and losing my voice.
    To this point, i have no more
    fears besides the one of losing
    you or this dream on
    the other side. Im on the floor
    reaching out for the call as i fall,
    but im sure ill answer it in time. </3
    
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17. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
    posted a quote
    February 6, 2010 4:31pm UTC
    So,
    heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss,
    and my heart turns violently inside of my chest (:
    
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18. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
    posted a quote
    February 2, 2010 7:07pm UTC
    Honestly,
    I love you.
    I can't let go - not
    just yet. I can't take
    those days back.
    Not a single memory will
    be left behind.
    I love You. <3
    -Happy Valentines Day.(:
    9/7/08
    
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19. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
    posted a quote
    January 29, 2010 8:36pm UTC
    And i wonder why i look back at my recent past.
    The past that bothers me most. One day i didnt like
    and i freak out ? Everyday will never be the same
    day. So, why look back ? I cant move backwards.
    I can ONLY go forward. My footsteps are behind me,
    sitting on the sand, as the ocean washes them away.
    They're gone. All memories - still there, but gone.
    Time to make new ones. It's time to keep walking,
    Keep making footsteps. Gotta see whats out there.
    No. More. Looking. Back. <3
    
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20. NotCrashing_HeadHeldHigh2TheSky
    posted a quote
    January 7, 2010 6:18pm UTC
    & i guess its really over.
    nothing i can do to stop you,
    and you dont even care.
    im not gonna say im not sad,
    cause right now, all i feel is
    the tears that i wont let fall.
    but when im with you, the pain
    will be hidden, whether you know
    it or not. im sorry for letting you down
    or even expecting too much for too
    long. what we had is gone and it
    all feels so wrong. but i guess ill
    live. its not the first time ive lost
    someone i care about and it wont
    be my last. i guess i shouldve
    learned that awhile ago.
    Even though its different,
    ill always love you. </3
    
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