I miss everything about you You were the one I wanted The happiness of my life You had my heart, but you shattered it Its hard to accept that your over me That it was all just a game Now i'm left with empty memories And a love that won't leave
EdenGarde posted a quote
September 23, 2016 9:43am EDT
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Harlee posted a quote
September 23, 2016 10:09am EDT
Well don't lean on me 'cause I am falling, please don't fall with me. I really need you here, yeah I need you so don't leave. And don't count on me 'cause I am drowning, please don't drown with me. Just hold me in your heart, let the ocean take me.
Cancer. As someone who has never had cancer I hold the song "Cancer" by My Chemical Romance very close to my heart. Because it means something different for me, It means a place, a moment. A scene I dreamt over and over in my head when I wanted to pull a trigger or overdose. I played that song because I had something in common with the imaginary person who has cancer in that story: I felt close to death and wanted to say goodbye to everyone i loved. For years I've held that song tightly in my heart because no other song has ever described what I feel in those moments like that one. Not because I like sad songs, if that were the case I'd just listen to Mayday Parade. But this song is different, It's exectly what I would say if I was desperate and suicidal. I'd feel like my body is broken, weary, pale and faded. I'd feel that I need to say goodbye to those I love, and I would not kiss the person I truely love because it would only make it harder to leave. • So I guess it's not the most relatable song to me, since I don't actualy have Cancer, my lips aren't chapped and faded from being poisoned from chemo. But at the same time it's more relatable to me than any other song. And it's been with me for a long time like an old friend. I know it well and it's changed along with me, sharing moments and feelings together. While those moments were dangerous they impacted me and listening to that song everytime has sometimes kept me alive. Strange I know. But I love that song more than any other, because it's the one that s stuck with me the longest and provided sanctuary when nothing else could.
As far back as I can recall, it’s felt like I was some kind of mistake in the alignment of fates. Just a little kid, but I felt so out of place, and it hasn’t changed. In fact, the feelings only amplified and intensified as I’ve grown older. The author of this universe needs to write an erratum page with my name on it; I have never been serendipitous. There is a swelling, foreboding sea inside of me, tides rising and swirling kinetically, ready to turn into a tsunami - I’m bracing myself for the impact of a mega wave, looming over my head for my entire existence. The laws of gravity say that one day it has to come crashing down on me, and maybe that’s okay, maybe if I’m washed away: erased - it will right a terrible wrong; I shouldn’t have been here, I was an error all along.
grimmdaniel posted a quote
September 23, 2016 11:28pm EDT
Remember every time u see a sunrise its your next chance to go out and make a difference whether its in school or its at home big or small differences they all cont no matter what so don't stop find out a solution and help those out there who are going what u have gone thru when I was 5 I was abused cracked sturnum 3 broken ribs cracked spine cracked pelvis and a two inch tear on my large intestine but u know what Ive held on so I could help those whose almost given up none of us are promised tomorrow so make the most of it today go help those who are giving up I work at an addiction program for those who are struggling and think like a diamond the more pressure you're under the better u turn out so those who have struggled u can relate to more people than those who haven't it is the strugllers who can make the difference over all so stay strong stay strong and seek God for all your answers bless you all