If you've ever been in love, please read this.
Ever feel like if you lost him, the world would be over. Your life would be so pointless and stupid.
You'd be destroyed forever&& you'd be afraid to love ever again? Your smile would never come
back, and your face would always have tear streaks? Your friend's would avoid you; because of
how completely ruined you were? You'd be n o t h i n g without them&& you want to live your
entire life with them? So have I, except. I've lost him and had all this happen. When I say all of
it; I mean it. I wasn't exactly with him; i was with some one else. He was with another girl; and
it completely b u r n e d me, whenever I saw them together, the way he touched her, the way
she s m i l e d up at him, and laughed in his ear. The way she treated him. I always thought;
if he ever gave me a chance; i'd treat him r i g h t. &&i'd show him what l o v e was. He made
feel so weird. He was all I wanted; I had my mind set on that. But, I didn't want to hurt who I
was with. He really liked me. I just wasn't feeling it. I loved this other guy. I was p o s i t i v e
of that. Then, I finally left my boyfriend. The other guy left his girlfriend. We were hanging out
one day; he told me how much he l o v e d me. I looked up to him, at his huge brown eyes,
that were so comforting. &I said, "what about her? I thought you l o v e d her?" He looked
down at me; grinned and said, "Baby, you want the truth? I didn't like her at all. I wanted to
show you that you loved me. I wanted you to r e a l i z e it. &admit it to me. I didn't know
you already knew. Believe me baby, I've loved you from the s t a r t." There's just something
about you." Yeah? Well, there was something about him too. You know that feeling you get
when you first start dating someone? Well, when I started dating him; the feeling never left.
All my ex's? The feeling always seemed to v a n i s h. I love him. I really do. I mean it. [♥]