im in love with guy who will never want me. for six months i watched as he fell in love with others, i hardly exist anymore. im in love with him. people tell me i dont know what love is because im to young, but maybe they are just to old to remember what it felt like knowing that this kiss, could be the last. sometimes i wonder why it all has to be so hard. im in love with you nick...can you love me back or will i be just another phase?