Happy vent because I don't know where else to post it...
So my boyfriend. His name is Drew. Blonde; blue eyes. Gap in teeth, which I find adorable...(always reminds me of TSwifts song "Ours"). Anyways. I've liked him since November. & he liked me since then as well. But things got in the way - other crushes; friends - that's a different story, though. So, after a long time of having a "thing", he asked me out on June 7th, my birthday(: and.. so anyways onto to the real vent -
I'm so happy. SO happy. And if love truly exists at 14 - then I'm in it, and no one can tell me different. We drive each other insane, we're cold and ignorant to each other, but at the end of the day, he brightens up my life & he's all I could ever ask for and more. He puts up with me, the depression, the anxiety, the absolute madness, and he loves me all the same. He's my best friend. I love the way he isn't afraid to treat me like one of the guys, OR a princess. We could be almost in tears having a deep conversation, or rolling around in the grass laughing. We can sit there and stare off into the distance in silence and not be awkward at all. Hearing is heartbeat as I lay on his chest feels like home. I'm just happy. That's the only the way I can explain it. & I've waited so long to say those 2 words. I'm happy. Not just okay - but going to sleep with a smile on my face. He gave me hope, he gave me strength, he gave me my life back. And I will forever cherish the moments I have with him.