and they tell me tO never regret sOmething that Once made me_. smile* but what dO ii dO when ii dO regret iit? dO ii live my life` knOwing iit will alwaysz be with me* iit`ll be iin my thOughtsz__ iin my dreamsz and heart* ii dO- nOt understand why ii just can`t regret that yOu are the Only ---- that made me laugh because yOu were the One whO made me cry* why can`t ii regret that yOu had made me smile when yOu were--- the One that made me frOwn_x3 but ii guess ii regret that because ii think ii`m still in lOve with yOu
ii think peOple fall in lOve in Order tO get hurt- they fall in lOve with friends tO end a friendship but ii never thOught hOw hard it was tO end -- sOmethin` ii dOn`t even want tO really dO . . .- and when ii sit there and talk abOut yOu sayin` hOw ugly and disgustin` yOu are* even my true friends knOw that ii actually [ lOve ] yOu as much as ii [ hate ] yOu . . yOu knOw fOr Once ii thOught ii fOund the right guy fOr me . the sweet, carin`, sensitive, and everythin` else ii cOuld imagine kinda guy . . . and yOu were iit . . . yOu were the answer tO . . all Of my prayers . . . but a questiOn Of mines still remains a -- secret . . . why didn`t yOu stay with me and leave me all alOne was iit because ii wasn`t the best? ii will change yOu knOw . . . because fOr yOu ii wOuld dO anything . . . but ii guess gOd . . thOught ii shOuld be punished just fOr lOvin` yOu tOO much* at timesz like these ii thank gOd fOr whO ii am ii thank him fOr all that he has given me . . . the greatest friends that ii dOnt think ii shOuld -. . . deserve . . . a family that respects me fOr whO ii am . . . but most Of all. . ii thank him fOr yOu
the Only thing that kept me livin` in my life iisz the fact that ii wOuld wake up each n` everyday by the persOn ii want tO spend- my whOle life with . . . and as time gOes . by . . . ii wOuld never leave yOur side . . . will yOu be the persOn ii spend my life with?
a brOken heart iisz all my chOice . . . weather Or nOt tO leave yOu was -- my chOice . . . ii chOse the wrOng -- way tO lead my life . . . because ii did realize that my life withOut yOu iisz . . nOt the same . . . nOthin` iisz the same withOut yOu there by my side . . . sO ii want yOu tO knOw that ii wOn`t . . . live my life knOwin` iit cOuld`ve been* with yOu . . . knOwin` that my life will* never be the same withOut yOu there -
ii turned tO leave and turned tO say gOOd bye . . . ii never knew hOw much thOse wOrds cOuld hurt- nOw ii see that yOur happy and ii wanted tO take it back . . . but ii can`t because ii dOn`t want tO risk . the chance Of lOsin` yOu all Over again . . . -- </3
after everything ii ever did fOr yOu ii still wasn`t ready tO make a . . . . decisiOn that might change my life* ii wOuldn`t things tO gO wrOng sO all yOu did was leave me . . . ii was hurt . . . tO think that sOme One -- just like yOu wOuld ever hOld On- tO sOmething sO gOOd tO be true
ii want yOu tO be a part Of me my Other half Of me . . . the `* better half . . . and maybe . . .` yOu will realize that yOu and ii *`* are ment tO` be and that *`* nOthin` cOuld change the way` that we feel abOut each Other`
`sOmetiimes peOple tell me that ii'm crazy fOr yOu` ii usually just say "nO . . . ii`m nOt crazr fOr hiim ?" then ii smiile and walk Off . . . but ii wOnder am ii ? iis iit the fact that Of course ii`m crazy fOr yOu Or `` the fact that maybe ii`m iin lOve wiith yOu . . . iit`z `*kiinda crazy . . . ii knOw but ii can`t handle thiisz`* maybe thiisz iisz just lOve at fiirst siite . . . Or just`* me falliin` fOr the wrOng guy at the wrOng tiime . . .
iTS Y0U i WANNA BE WiTH iTS Y0U i WANNA L0VE i D0NT WANT CUPiD T0 D0 iT JUST THE ANGELS AB0VE EACH TiME i SEE Y0U i L0VE Y0U M0RE AND M0RE Y0U ARE EVERYTHiNG T0 ME EVEN WHEN iT STARTS T0 P0UR Y0UR EVERYTHiNG i WANT Y0UR EVERYTHiNG i NEED Y0UR N0T AN AVERAGE PERS0N Y0UR MY EVERYTHiNG iTS STRANGE H0W iM FEELiN THE WAY i ACT iS A C0MPLETE STRANGER iTS KiNDA LiKE iN M0ViES Y0UR MY SUPERHER0 WHENEVER - i . M : i . N : D . A . N . G . E . R -
N0B0DY REALLY KN0WS THE REAL ME THEY CANT SEE PAST WHAT i TRY T0 BE MY TRUE BEST FRiENDS, THEY D0NT EVEN KN0W THEY 0NLY SEE WHAT i CH00SE T0 SH0W i HAVE T0 PUT A SMiLE 0N A FACE THAT CRYS EVEN 0N THE DAYS THAT i WiSH i W0ULD DiE WHEN PE0PLE ASK ME "WHATS WR0NG" i 0NLY REPLY TRYiN N0T T0 CRY "N0THiN iM FiNE" WHEN REALLY iNSiDE iM FEELiN BEiN LEFT BEHiND PE0PLE THiNK iTS EASY T0 JUST BE ME WHEN ACTUALLY iTS HARD.. N0T EASY WHEN ACTUALLY i HAVE T0 SMiLE WHEN i WANNA CRY WHEN i HAVE T0 LAUGH WHEN i WANNA DiE EACH DAY i HAVE T0 PRETEND iM ACTUALLY HAPPY BUT iM N0T.. CAUSE iM N0T WHAT i WANNA BE..
Y0U D0NT WANNA HURT ME AND THATS C0MiN FR0M Y0UR HEART WELL iM S0RRY BUT iM A BiG GiRL AND THATS 0N MY PART iF Y0U REALLY D0NT WANNA HURT ME THEN JUST L0VE ME iF iM JUST N0T THA 0NE F0R Y0U THEN JUST TELL ME D0NT WAiT TiLL i JUST WANNA DR0P D0WN AND JUST CRY D0NT WAiT UNTiL THAT M0MENT THAT i WiLL HATE Y0U F0REVER JUST TELL ME N0W AND PLEASE D0NT LiE T0 ME.. CAUSE N0 0R A LiE WiLL LET MY HEART BREAK
i WANNA BE THA GiRL THAT CHANGES Y0UR WH0LE W0RLD i WANNA BE Y0UR W0RLD THAT Y0U CALL Y0UR BABY GiRL i WANNA BE Y0UR EVERYTHiN.. WHAT EVER Y0U MAY NEED i'LL HAVE iT HERE RiGHT BY ME D0 WHATEVER T0 SUCCEED S0 BABY G0 0N... AND BABY JUST TAKE H0LD 0F MY HAND i'LL BE LiKE THAT S0NG.. TAKE Y0U T0 THA PR0MiSED LAND S0 BABY JUST GiMME A HUG.. AND i'LL HUG MY WH0LE W0RLD AND BABY i PR0MiSE THAT i'LL BE Y0UR 0NE AND 0NLY GiRL
YEA i DiD L0VE Y0U.. iT WAS A WHiLE BACK YEA i DiD L0VE Y0U.. BECAUSE 0F Y0UR ACT i REALLY DiD L0VE.. YEA iTS REALLY TRUE.. BUT N0W i L0VE S0ME0NE ELSE.. N0T Y0U.. iTS N0T MY GAME.. iM N0T G0NNA HURT.. iTS JUST H0W i ACT.. i KN0W iMA FLiRT.. BUT WHEN i FLiRT i WiLL STAY TRUE.. TRUE T0 THA 0NE AND THA 0NLY.. - - ŧ BABY iTS Y0U Ŧ - -
JUST THiNK THAT iF Y0U L0VE S0ME0NE THEN THAT MEANS Y0U HAVE A G00D HEART. JUST THiNK THAT iF S0ME B0DY L0VES Y0U THEN THATīS JUST FLATTERiNG AND NiCE. JUST THiNK THAT iF Y0U L0VE S0ME0NE AND THEY L0VE Y0U BACK THEN THATīS JUST SPECiAL!