ii think peOple fall in lOve in Order tO get hurt-
they fall in lOve with friends tO end a friendship
but ii never thOught hOw hard it was tO end --
sOmethin` ii dOn`t even want tO really dO . . .-

and when ii sit there and talk abOut yOu
sayin` hOw ugly and disgustin` yOu are*
even my true friends knOw that ii actually
[ lOve ] yOu as much as ii [ hate ] yOu . .

yOu knOw fOr Once ii thOught ii fOund the right guy fOr me .
the sweet, carin`, sensitive, and everythin` else ii cOuld imagine
kinda guy . . . and yOu were iit . . . yOu were the answer tO . .
all Of my prayers . . . but a questiOn Of mines still remains a --
secret . . . why didn`t yOu stay with me and leave me all alOne
was iit because ii wasn`t the best? ii will change yOu knOw . . .
because fOr yOu ii wOuld dO anything . . . but ii guess gOd . .
thOught ii shOuld be punished just fOr lOvin` yOu tOO much*

at timesz like these ii thank gOd fOr whO ii am
ii thank him fOr all that he has given me . . . the
greatest friends that ii dOnt think ii shOuld -. . .
deserve . . . a family that respects me fOr whO
ii am . . . but most Of all. . ii thank him fOr yOu