You're terribly insecure.
If you only knew all the ( pain ) you put her through, you'd never be able to get up
in the morning. You knew how she left about you, but that [ didn't ] seem to change
a thing. But what's really sad about you is that you ignored her; didn't say 2 words
to her. How does that make you feel, » knowing « what you do hurts her so much?
If it was me, I wouldn't be able to {{ live with myself. }} It's horrible, the feeling, I
mean. ( ( M_i_s_s_i_n_g ) ) someone so much; they could be right next to you or
thousands of miles away, knowing they'll > never < see you more than that person
who loves you.