Boy, I just want you to know... that even though you don't like me and probably never will, I'll always like you. There will always be a little spot in my heart reserved for you. And, I hope you realize that no matter what, you've made a difference in my life, and I love you for that. You changed myself and my life a LOT. You made my first year of middle school so much better for me; it was probably the best year of my life. It kills to know that we were inseparable last year and now we hardly speak. When I pass you in the halls and look you in the eyes, I wonder if you see the hurt inside them and flasback on everything that we've been through. But, I hope you realize that whenever you feel down or alone and you have no one to turn to, or if anyone is just ignoring you and leaving you out, I'll always be right here. Although you'd probably never come to me to tell me about your problems, I'd still be a comforting friend and I'd listen to every single word you said. I'm probably the only girl who has ever had a crush on you, but I like that. It makes it seem like you're mine, and only mine. You know, our friendship was greater than anyone else's. I feel as though nobody else could understand you like I did - not even one of your "best friends." Nobody could ever feel the same way as I feel for you. Nobody could ever understand how hilarious you truly are, or how sweet and totally smart and thoughtful you are deep inside. I love the way you opened up to me, and we could talk for hours about anything and everything. You knew how to make me laugh so hard at my worst points in life. All of this shows that you don't need to be a "ladies man" or the "hottest guy around" to have somebody actually love you at such a young, immature age. I just really want you to know that I'll never, ever forget you and our cherishable times we've had together. Boy, you mean a whole lot to me. You're my first ever love. I just want to let you know that I'll always love you - forever. Thank you for all the time you used to spend with me. Those little moments we used to have may not mean anything at all to you anymore, but they mean the world to me. You're the only boy I've ever cried over both ways - from laughing so hard and becoming a heartbroken mess. But on this note, I leave with a broken heart and a cracked smile... I flashback on our past and tears are slowly running down my face. I really miss you, best friend... and I love you. ♥
hurleygirl1996