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EmilyJonas
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March 6, 2013 6:03pm UTC

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Chapter Twenty Seven
ZAYNS POV
5 YEARS LATER
I drove down to Louis' house, shaking the entire way there.
What if he said no?
What if he thought I was an idiot?
What if he laughed at me?
Let me back track a little. Me and Lily broke up when she went to university because I was always on tour, and she was always studying, and we didn't have time for each other.
We thought it was for the best, but I was absolutely miserable.
I went on a few dates, but never anything serious because I loved Lily.
We started talking a lot again her second year of uni, but it wasn't until her last year that we got back together.
And I've never been happier in my life.
I pulled in to Louis' driveway, and knocked on the door.
"Zayn, mate!" He grinned, "What brings you here?"
"Hey Zayn" Eleanor smiled.
"Hi El" I greeted then turned back to Lou, "Louis we need to talk"
Eleanor, never one to be nosy, discretly walked upstairs, and I was grateful.
"What's up man?" Louis asked.
"You know you're one of my best mates, yeah?" I asked.
"Yeah" Louis said.
"And you're Lily's best friend" I said.
"Yes" He nodded.
"And I love Lily" I stated.
"Where is this going?" He asked, impatiently.
"I'm going to propose" I blurted.
"Really?" He asked, "Congrats man!"
"I wanted your blessing" I said.
He grinned at me, and gave me a man-hug.
"You've had my blessing for 5 years"
THE END
(Author's note- i forgot to end this story lololol, i probs wont write on here anymore tho noone reads, but now uk the end yayyy!)

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February 9, 2013 9:38pm UTC

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Chapter Twenty Six
Finding Louis wasn't hard, not at all.
I knew he'd go to his mom for comfort, without a doubt.
So after I got off the plane, I sped all the way to his childhood home.
And knocked on the door impatiently.
His mum answered.
"Ah, Lily darling" She said warmly, allowing me to step in, "I was debating whether it'd be you or Eleanor"
"He- he told you?" I stuttered.
"Well, of course dear" She smiled, leading me to the couch and sitting down near me.
"And you don't hate me?" I asked.
"Lily, I absolutely don't hate you" She smiled, "You can't help loving Zayn, and I think Louis knows that"
"Can I talk to him?" I asked.
"Yeah, go on up" She nodded, pointing to the stairs.
I knew the way of course, I couldn't count the times I'd been in his room.
My best friend.
And then it hit me.
My best friend. Best. Forever.
No one should ever come above that.
I've been so stupid.
I knocked on his door determined.
"Mum, go away!" He shouted.
I opened the door, and stepped in.
"Lily?" He asked, "What are you doing here?"
"I'll break up with him" I said clearly.
"Wha- what?" He asked.
"I'll dump him. Right now even" I said bluntly, "He's not worth giving up you, nobody is and nobody ever will be"
"Lily" He said, and pulled me into a deep hug.
We sat there for a while, and I told him everything.
The whole truth.
He listened and then was silent for a couple minutes.
"You should've told me from the start" He said calmly.
"You told me he was off limits" I said, "I didn't wanna make you mad"
"Well you failed" He laughed, and I did too.
We sat in his childhood room, one I knew as well as my own, and just relaxed.
"I don't want you to break up with him" He said finally.
"Really?" I asked.
"You're happy, Lily" He smiled, "That's all that matters to me"

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February 3, 2013 2:15pm UTC

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Chapter Twenty Five
"No" I said, "No he can't be"
"Baby-" Zayn started.
"He wouldn't just leave!" I insisted, "He still has meet and greets and appearances and everything else"
"Lily-" Zayn tried again.
"He wouldn't just leave us" I said, trying to convince myself.
"But-" Zayn said.
"He probably just went for a middle of the night walk" I protested.
"Lil he left a note" Zayn said.
"To who?" I asked.
"Eleanor" Zayn answered.
We strode up to Eleanors room, and she looked at me with sad eyes.
Wordlessly, she handed me a piece of slightly crumpled and torn paper, with shaky black handwriting all over it.
Eleanor,
I'm sorry to just leave you like this.
And I'm sorry I yelled at you.
I wasn't ever mad at you. Not really. I was just mad, in general.
Because this sucks.
I shouldn't have taken it out on you, though.
I love you.
I'm still in shock, I guess.
I never saw it coming, my best friend and my band mate.
I feel so freaking stupid right now.
There were signs, now that I think about it.
And all those times I should've notices something was going on, keep replaying in my head, torturing me because I wasn't smart enough to figure it out.
I bet they were laughing at how stupid I was.
I even set Lily up on a date.
Anyway, I'm sorry about this, I need a break.
Please don't come looking for me.
And tell the other boys I'm sorry about this but to make up some excuse for me having to leave early.
I'll call you as soon as I can.
I love you.
Love,
Louis
"Oh my God" I said, blinking back the water in my eyes.
"Lily" Eleanor said gently, "It's not your fault"
"It is" I insisted, "And I'm going to find him"
She stared at me.
"We have no idea where he is though" Eleanor said gently.
"I'll figure it out" I said, running towards the door, and back to my room.
As I packed my bag as quickly as humanly possible, I knew I needed to make things right.
I had to find Louis. And I would, if it was the last thing I did.

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January 28, 2013 7:02pm UTC

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Chapter Twenty Four
"L- Louis" Eleanor stuttered.
"Tell me what?!" He repeated impatiently.
"Nothing! We were joking!" Eleanor lied.
And then I realized something important.
Why should Eleanor lie for me? For us?
It was my mistake and I was ready to take the consequences.
"You're lying" Louis accused.
"N-No!" Eleanor stuttered.
"Yeah, she is" I said shakily.
"Wha-what?" She said, widening her eyes, "No, I'm not"
Zayn looked at me, and I met his gaze. I think we had both made the desicion. He had to know.
But I'd be the one to tell him.
"Louis, don't be mad at Eleanor, it's my fault" I said.
"Our fault" Zayn corrected.
I looked at him proudly, and he looked back.
I saw Louis starting to connect dots in his head.
"Look Louis, me and Zayn-" I started.
"No no no no" He insisted, "No"
I took Zayns hand firmly in mine, and he squeezed it reassuringly.
"No, not you two" Louis panicked.
"Hear me out, Lou" I begged.
"How long has this been going on?" He demanded.
"Louis" I said gently.
"How long?!" He screamed.
"Since we left LA" I admitted softly.
His face turned bright red, and he seemed like he was about to start shouting again.
But, he didn't.
He kicked a giant hole in the wall of Zayns dressing room.
I jumped and Zayn put his arm around my shoulders.
Louis glared at us and strode out of the room.
Me, Zayn, and a shell shocked Eleanor stared at the hole.
"He'll cool off" Eleanor squeaked unconvincingly.
But I knew he wouldn't.
That's why I wasn't even that surprised when I got shaken awake later that night by Zayn.
"Babe, Louis is gone"
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January 26, 2013 10:42pm UTC

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Chapter Twenty Three
The next few days went by in a rush.
There was a whirlwind of rehearsals, kissing Zayn in his dressing room, faking a smile to Lou, kissing Zayn in the hotel room, getting angry looks from Eleanor and kissing Zayn anywhere else we could be alone.
I know, it's awful.
Since El knows, I should stop. Even more reasons than before.
But I can't help myself. Not with Zayn.
And tonight was the night of the big show.
Madison Square Garden.
The biggest stop on the tour.
I dropped by Zayns hotel room, because I knew we'd both be crazy busy right before the show.
"Good luck" I told him.
"Thanks baby" He said.
And I kissed him.
And so it went.
He went to soundcheck, and I went to hang out with Katie, and prepare their outfits.
We went and watched the show, and it was outstanding.
When they came off of the stage, me Eleanor and Danielle were clapping and hugging them all.
They were high on the performance, totally pleased.
"I'm going to go change" Zayn said.
He gave me a look that told me I was expected to follow him.
So, I made an excuse and did so.
"You were amazing" I said, closing the dressing room door behind me.
"Yeah?" He winked, pulling me by my waist.
"You looked so hot up on the stage" I winked.
"You look so hot here in my dressing room" He winked back at me.
I giggled and pulled his lips to mine.
The kiss heated up fast from all the excitement of the day.
"Seriously?" I heard Eleanor say.
We pulled apart and looked at her.
"I thought this would have stopped!" She said exasperated.
"El" I said gently.
"No!" She shouted, "What if I told Louis? What then?"
There was silence for a moment, and then someone else stepped through the now open door.
"Told me what?" Louis asked.

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EmilyJonas
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January 22, 2013 9:28pm UTC

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Chapter Twenty Two
New York City was the best stop on the tour, hands down.
I think we all agreed. LA was great, but New York?
Well, it's the city that never sleeps.
Zayn slipped into my room while I was getting ready to go out with everyone.
He leaned in to kiss me and I stopped him.
"I just finished my makeup, you loser" I teased, "I don't want to redo it"
"I'll redo it for you" He murmured, getting closer.
"Not a chance" I laughed, "You'd make me look like a clown"
He laughed and agreed that it was probably true.
It was definitely true.
I grabbed a pair of sky blue studs and put them into my ears.
I was wearing a flowy white dress, tan booties with a nice heel, and my hair in goddess curls.
It was pretty good, if I may say so myself.
And I wasn't the only one who thought so.
"You look so stunningly beautiful" Zayn whispered.
I smiled shyly, and pulled him close.
"Zayn" I whispered, pressing my lips to his.
He cupped my chin, and pulled me even closer, deepening our amazing kiss.
And it was perfect.
But, that's when it happened.
"Lil, can I borrow your curl-" Eleanor stopped mid sentence, and me and Zayn shot apart.
"El" I said nervously.
"Oh my Gosh" She said hollowly, "Oh my freaking gosh"
"El it's not what it looks like" I lied.
"So you weren't making out with one of the only four people in the world who Louis deemed off limits?" Eleanor accused.
"Okay so it is what it looks like" I said slowly.
"Lily, you're my best friend. And Louis is my boyfriend" She said, clearly torn, "What the hell am I supposed to do!?"
"El, please don't tell him" I begged, "He'll be crushed"
"I can't believe I have to deal with this" Eleanor seethed, "I need to think"
She exited the room, shutting my door with a giant slam.
"Is everyone excited?" I heard Niall shout from the hallway.
I slammed my head into my arms, and took a deep breath.
What the hell did I just do?
(Author's note- so my quotes weren't deleted! yayyyy! sorry this is late, i'll try harder, promisesyyys)

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January 15, 2013 3:01pm UTC

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Chapter Twenty One
We carried on all the way until we hit New York.
Me and Zayn were feeling pretty unstoppable.
We hooked up in dressing rooms, and snuck away from the others to meet up in one of the hotel rooms.
It was thrilling, and admittedly pretty hot.
And after a while, it was really easy.
Excuses came readily to my brain, and slipping off to Zayns room was silent and undetectable.
The guilt always lingered in the back of my mind, though.
Eleanor and Danielle showed up for Madison Square Garden.
Me and Eleanor have always been close, since she first started dating my bestfriend.
I mean, duh.
We spent tons of time together.
She was a bestfriend dating my bestfriend, and they were amazing for each other, and for me.
I was chatting with Zayn in the hallway of the hotel near our rooms.
Okay, by chatting, I meant making out.
Well, until we heard footsteps coming down the hall.
We sprang apart, and I pretended to be looking for my key.
"Hey!" Danielle said, "Hi Zayn, hadn't seen you yet!"
He gave her a welcoming hug.
"Do you guys know where Liam wandered off to?" She asked.
"I think he went downstairs to get a snack" I lied.
She nodded and started walking off.
"Where were we?" Zayn asked, leaning close.
Danielle came back and we sprung apart.
"I forgot to say thank you!" She laughed.
We waited until the footsteps faded all the way, and then he pecked me on the lips.
Neither of us said it, but whew, that was too close.
(Author's note- yeah hate me for taking so long. my quotes are pending and i'm getting no feedback. i'm furstrated. i'm sorry, i'll try to be better. i love you if you're still out there<333)

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January 8, 2013 3:33pm UTC

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Chapter Twenty
The next day was the next concert, so that morning me and Kate were finishing up putting the boys outfits in garment bags.
All of a sudden, I saw a crumpled up piece of paper on our table.
I reached for it as Kate yawned.
"Dressing room, 5:00" Was all it said.
I knew what it meant, though. Me and Zayn devised a new system for seeing each other, and it's a bit sneaky.
He leaves notes when he's alone about where to come and when.
I checked my phone, 4:57.
"Should I take these to the boys' dressing rooms?" I asked casually, "There's nothing else to do anyway"
"Good idea, want help?" She asked.
"Nah, I'm good" I said nonchalantly, scooping all of the garment bags into my arms.
I strolled out of the room, making sure I was walking slowly and casually until I was out of Kate's sight.
Then, I rushed to Louis, Harry, Liam and Nialls dressing rooms, either handing the bag to them or depositing it gently on their chairs.
Then, I came to Zayns.
"Special delivery for Zayn Malik" I said, hanging him the garment bag and pushing the door shut behind me.
"Lily" He grinned, "I was hoping you'd get the note"
"So that you can get your outfit?" I joked.
"Or so I could get you" He smiled, face really close to mine.
"Who says you can have me?" I teased.
"You do" He smiled, tickling me, and laying on me in the process.
"St- stop!" I laughed, trying to push him off halfheartedly.
"Say 'Zayn is the sexiest person ever' then" He insisted.
"No!" I protested.
"Say it!" He tickled me more.
I couldn't breathe!
"Za- Zayn is the sexie- st person ev- ever!" I choked out.
He stopped tickling me and I rolled so that I was on him.
"You know it, baby" He winked at me.
"You're a loser" I rolled my eyes.
"I'm your loser" He stuck his tounge out at me.
"Wouldn't want it any other way" I smiled.
He kissed me gently, and I grabbed his hair and deepend the kiss.
We only broke apart when we heard a knock on the door.
"Zayn" The voice said, "Ten minutes"
"Crap" He said, and started grabbing his concert clothing.
"Good luck" I told him, kissing him on the cheek.
I walked back to Kate, and she looked at me for a while.
"You took a long time" She said.
"I got caught in a Louis conversation" I lied, "Sorry Kate!"
She gave me a calculating look.
"It's fine!" She said, "Let's go watch the concert"
And so, we did.
(Author's note- why are three chapters pending moderation? did someone report it?! if someone did, and by some chance sees this, that was rude. anyway, i'm posting bc ily all even though i feel a bit discouraged by that "pending moderation" buisness. i'm so thankful for those of you who do support me! x)

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January 5, 2013 4:21pm UTC

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Chapter Nineteen
"Let's go somewhere" Zayn said.
"At 12:30 at night?" I asked in disbelief.
"Why not?" He asked.
I had no response for that, so I followed him out of the hotel and into the emptying city street.
We went to a playground, and it was completley deserted.
"If some serial killer jumps out, I blame you" I told him.
He laughed for a moment.
"I'd protect you" He said, looping his arm around me.
We sat down on the swings, hand in hand.
I kicked a cigarette butt on the ground, wondering who smokes on a playground where there are kids.
Then, it hit me.
Whens the last time I've seen Zayn smoke?
Not in a long, long time.
"Zayn" I said, "Why did you stop smoking?"
He blushed, and looked down.
"Why!?" I asked again.
"You're gonna laugh at me" He said.
"No I wont!" I insisted.
"Lily" He said.
"Zayn" I mimicked.
"Don't worry about it" He said.
"No touching me at all until you tell me" I threatened, crossing my arms, and letting his hand drop from mine.
He glared at me, and I glared back at him.
"Fine" He sighed, "I stopped smoking the day you told me you wouldn't kiss a smoker"
My heart literally stopped.
"I know it's stupid but-" He started.
"Sh" I said.
"What?" He asked.
"That's the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me" I said honestly.
Then, I pulled him close to me for a passionate kiss.
"I should quit smoking more often" He said cheekily.
I giggled, and kissed him again.
(Author's note- i love you guys! you reached the goal, yayyyy! let's see if we can do it again; goal is 23! thanks for reading, i love you allllllll<3)

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January 4, 2013 8:54pm UTC

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Chapter Eighteen
A few days later was a day of complete and total insanity.
It was the boys first concert, and the day we left LA.
I know, the same day! Crazy.
But hey, that's the busy life of a boyband.
Me and Kate were backstage in the wardrobe room, waiting for the boys to come get their carefully selected outfits.
"I'm going to grab a snack" Kate said, "Just hand them their bag when they come"
I nodded at her, and waited, playing games on my phone.
Louis came in first, and I handed him the bag labeled Louis. Harry was next, and I did the same. Then Liam. Then Niall.
Admittedly, it made me kinda nervous to know Zayn was the only one left.
I wished Kate would come back.
But she didn't.
He walked in the door, and I handed him his garment bag.
"Thank you" He said gently.
He stood there, looking at me, and I looked back because I couldn't look away.
"Lily, I-" He started.
"What are you doing Zayn?!" Kate demanded, coming back with chips clutched in her hand, "You're due to start, in like ten minutes, and you're not dressed!"
"You're right" He said, giving me one last, lingering look, and walking back to his dressing room.
I sighed, putting my head down on my hands.
Me and Kate watched the show. They did amazing, as always. I could be biased, but it really was great.
Pretty much immediatly after, we got onto the plane.
Me and the boys sat in one section, curtained off from the rest, like always.
Harry and Louis had sat together, and so had Liam and Niall.
And so, I was paired with Zayn.
I had to pretend it didn't bother me at all, so I slipped into the window seat with no complaints.
After a few minutes, I saw him take out a pen and the back of the airplane safety booklet.
But I fell asleep.
I woke up about an hour later, and saw Zayn sleeping peacefully.
He's so cute when he sleeps.
Shush, Lily, don't think like that.
I saw the back page of the safety booklet laying on my lap, with Zayns untidy scrawl on it.
Lily,
I'm so sorry. I was incredibly stupid.
I know you probably don't want to hear this, but she meant nothing. She was a distraction.
It's you, Lily, it's always been you.
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have you back in my arms.
Which, I think is exemplified by not reading these safety rules, and instead defacing it to tell you all of this.
If this airplane crashes, and I have no clue what to do, it's your fault.
I giggled at this, feeling my anger evaporate.
I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I'm asking anyway.
Please, I miss you so much.
-Zayn
P.S. You're adorable when you sleep
I looked over at the boy sleeping next to me, and my heart melted.
I checked to make sure the other four were sleeping, and they were.
Then, I woke Zayn up by pressing my lips against his gently.
"I wish I could wake up to this everyday" He said in his half asleep voice. Which, by the way is totally hot.
He wrapped his fuzzy blanket around me, and we held hands under it for the rest of the ride.
(Author's note- hi lovelies! x are they not adorable?! goal is 22 please!)

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Chapter Fifteen
ZAYNS POV
"They should be back soon" Louis said happily.
"Give her some privacy!" Niall insisted, "I'm sure she'll tell you all about it later"
"But, spying is fun!" Louis pouted.
"What are you guys talking about?" I asked, heart racing. I had a feeling this had something to do with Lily, who I hadn't seen all night.
"I set Lily up with Logan" Louis grinned proudly.
What.
I was overcome with the sudden urge to rip off Louis' smug smile, but I couldn't.
"Oh" I said causally, "That's nice of you"
I hate Logan. Well, now I do at least.
I knew that wasn't fair, cause he's a really nice guy, but whatever.
"C'mon Lou, let's go hang in my room" Niall said, trying to guide him away from where Lily would be returning, "You coming Zayn?"
"Nah, I'm going back to my room" I said, stepping into my hotel room. Which was next to Lily's.
I waited not so patiently for them to return from the date.
"I had an amazing time with you" Lily said, and her voice sounded like she really meant it.
Being the creep I am, I looked through the peephole.
"You're amazing Lily" Logan said sweetly. Ugh.
Then, he leaned in slowly.
Lily, please stop him.
But she didn't. And they kissed until I couldn't bare to watch anymore.
"Bye Lily, I'll call you" Logan said happily.
"Night" She said, watching him leave, leaning against the door, looking a bit breathless.
I was so angry, without thinking, I burst out of the room.
"Have a nice date?" I asked venomously.
"Zayn" She jumped in surprise.
"Replaced me so fast, have you?" I snapped.
"Why are you being like this?" She sighed, pretty eyes turning cold.
"You know why I'm being like this!" I cried.
"Zayn, me and you are just friends!" She insisted, suddenly becoming very interested in her nails.
Really?
My mind flashed back over us laughing together, me telling her I like her, and us kissing.
Just friends?
"Bullshiit" I said coldly.
"No Zayn, it's not" She said exasperated, "We are nothing more than friends! So you have no right to say anything about Logan and I"
Well, ouch.
"Whatever, I don't even like you that much" I lied, "You're not worth it"
"Oh" She said softly, eyes looking a bit glassy, but she didn't cry, "Okay. I'm glad we got that settled then"
"Yeah" I trailed off guiltily.
I wanted nothing more than to hold her and kiss her, but I couldn't.
Maybe this was all for the best.
"Good night Zayn" She said stiffly.
She walked inside her room, shutting the door hard.
"Night" I whispered, but she couldn't hear me.
She was in the room right next to mine, but she was far away.
I hurt her again.
And probably lost her for good this time.
(Author's note- last chapter for a bit, i'm sorry guys! if there was any way i could update, i would. i'll update as soon as i can though. obviously, it's christmas time and i don't expect too much feedback right now, but if this one and fourteen would reach 20 by the time i am back on witty, i'd appreciate it. i hope each and every one of you has an amazing holiday season. love you guys more than you know<3)

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December 24, 2012 1:44pm UTC

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Chapter Fourteen
The next day, it was 6 pm, and I still hadn't stared getting ready.
Why should I?
I was practically being forced into this.
Kate barged into my room, and I looked at her wearily.
"Yes?" I asked.
"You're not even dressed" She said in horror.
"What's the point?" I asked, rhetorically.
"The point is, there's a boy waiting for you and you're being quite rude" Kate snapped.
"You're right" I sighed.
"I know" She smiled, "Now let's get you ready"
She insisted on setting my hair in loose curls, and expertly applying my makeup.
She forced me into a stunning, very light pink dress, which was short but not so tight so that I still looked classy enough. With white wedges to finish the outfit, she deemed me ready to go.
"She done?" Louis asked Kate. Kate nodded, and Louis dragged me into the car with him. We pulled up in front of a fancy restaurant, and Louis followed me in. He pointed to a table with only one person sitting at it.
"That's my date!?" I demanded.
Sitting at the table was Logan White.
Only the most famous teenager actor.
He's nineteen years old with dark brown hair, grey eyes, and sunkissed looking skin.
"Yep, he's all yours" Louis winked.
"I didn't even know you knew him!" I exclaimed.
"Shush, and get over there" He said, pushing me towards the table.
I stumbled over there, feeling awkward.
You would think I'd be used to famous people, but I'm not.
"You must be Lily" He smiled nicely, "I'm Logan"
"I know" I said, "Um, I mean, nice to meet you"
He laughed genuinely and I sat down.
"So, is this place any good?" He asked.
"I don't know" I shrugged, "Fancy restaurants aren't really my scene"
"Mine either" He frowned, thinking for a minute, "So, what are we doing here?"
"What?" I asked, shocked.
"Come on!" He grinned, "Let's go roller skating"
I laughed, and followed him out of the restaurant.
We went to the roller skating rink, and laced up our skates together.
"I must warn you, I've never done this before" He said lightly.
"I'll protect you" I teased, pinching his cheek.
I stepped on the rink, not quite gracefully, but I had done this before so I was fine.
Logan, was not. He fell as soon as he stepped on.
Laughing, I helped him up.
"I think we should hold hands" He proclaimed, "So I don't fall and all"
Rolling my eyes, I grabbed his hand in mine.
It didn't feel wrong, it was actually pretty comfortable. But it doesn't feel like Zayns does, like our hands are perfectly fit together.
Shut up, stop thinking about Zayn.
By the end of the night, Logan could skate, but our hands didn't seperate anyway.
"Can I walk you home?" Logan asked.
"You don't have to" I protested nicely.
"I want to" He shot me a gorgeous, lopsided smile.
He took my hand again, and we started toward the hotel.
He walked me up to my room.
"I had an amazing time with you" I said honestly.
I did, spending time with Logan was so easy. No best friend being betrayed or anything like that. I didn't even think about Zayn that much.
"You're amazing, Lily" He smiled, grey eyes sparkling.
He leaned in to kiss me, giving me plenty of time to stop him.
But I didn't.
His lips touched mine, and we kissed for a couple minutes.
He was a great kisser, but there wasn't the same electricity I had with Zayn.
Maybe that came later?
"Bye Lily, I'll call you" Logan said, kissing me on the head.
"Night" I said.
If only I knew, what was to come from that one kiss.
(Author's note-hi babes! who likes/dislikes logan? anyway, i'm not going to be be able to update for about a week,so i'll try to put up another one tonight. if i can't happy holidays and i love you all! next one is zayns POV)

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December 16, 2012 12:34pm UTC

here with me
Chapter Ten
Things have been pretty average, I guess.
Me and Zayn haven't spoken a lot, which is probably best.
He only thinks of me as a drunk mistake anyway.
But I miss him.
I would hate to hurt Louis, but I really want Zayn.
Stupid rules.
It doesn't matter anyway though, it's not like Zayn wants me.
I was sitting on my bed contemplating this, and I heard a knock on my door.
"It's open" I shouted, and I heard the click of the door opening.
It was Louis. I hated myself for wishing it was Zayn.
"Lily" Louis said, grinning.
"Hey Lou" I said, "What's up?"
"Nothing" He shrugged, sitting on my bed, "I miss you. We haven't had much bonding time since we got here"
"I know!" I said, fake pouting, "I feel like I haven't seen you"
"We went clubbing, at least!" He said, brightly, "Though I couldn't find you that whole night"
"Yeah, that was weird" I lied easily.
It kinda surprised me how casually I said that.
Lying was becoming easier, but I still felt the guilt in the back of my mind.
Stop obsessing, Lily, what's done is done.
"So, what am I wearing to the event tomorrow night, Ms. Stylist?" Louis winked.
"That's for me to know" I replied vaguely.
"I tried to bribe Kate into telling me, and she wouldn't" Louis pouted.
"Damn right she didn't" I said happily.
I single handedly picked all five boys outfits out, and Kate loved them.
I was beyond thrilled.
"So what are you wearing?" Louis asked.
"What are you talking about?" I gave him a weird look, "You know you can't take me"
It was true.
Louis can't take me to events. Even though Eleanor can't always come, they think it'd stir up too much media drama.
"Course" Louis sighed.
There was a pause, and then he broke into a grin, as if he was about to share the best news in the world.
"Zayn will"
(Author's note- I'M SO SORRY, i know i was supposed to update, i had so much going on though yesterday! i tried so hard to update, but i had no time at all. anyways, this is a bit of a filler, though it really shows her lying to louis becoming usual, which is obv important. next chapter will be dramaaa filled. so goal is 24 and i PROMISE if we reach it there will be a next day [or even that day depending when we reach] updatee!)

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December 13, 2012 3:45pm UTC

here with me
Chapter Nine
ZAYNS POV
I woke up the next morning, with a minor hangover and a major case of guilt.
If it was a normal situation, I'd be feeling amazing right now.
I kissed Lily.
Amazing, beautiful, interesting Lily.
But, I'm not. She's off limits.
And I just stabbed a guy who's practically my brother in the back.
Great. It sounded even worse sober.
But she was right there asking me to kiss her, and I did.
I don't know what I was thinking.
I guess I wasn't.
I ran my fingers through my hair, thinking hard.
This wasn't right.
I had to talk to her.
I walked to her hotel room, and knocked hard on her door.
No answer.
"Kate" I shouted out, "Have you seen Lily?"
"No" She said, giving me a suspicious look, "Sorry Zayn"
Sighing, I wandered around the hotel.
When I made it to the top floor, I saw a girl, sitting in front of a giant window, staring down at LA.
She looked so lost in her thoughts, and I longed to know what was running through her mind.
"Lily" I said gently, watching her jump.
"Zayn" She said smoothly.
I sat down on the floor next to her, and we both looked out the large window in silence.
"We should talk" I said softly, breaking our silence.
"You're right" She agreed, tearing her gaze away from the window, and looking at me.
"It was a drunken mistake" I lied, "Neither of us knew what we were doing"
I saw her flinch, as if my lie hurt her, and I wanted to take it back, but I couldn't. Things would get so much more complicated if she knew that I've always wanted to kiss her. And I still do.
"You're right" She said, fake smile on her face, "It was a mistake. But we should keep it between me and you, alright? Louis shouldn't be mad at us over a drunk accident"
Her face became very closed off, and her body tense.
"Right" I said cautiously, "I'll see you later"
She looked back at the window, face vacant, and I wanted to say more. But I knew, she was back in her own little world, lost in her thoughts.
Done with me.
And that just sucked.
So, I got up and walked away.
What else could I have done?
(Author's note- Zayns POV! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew! alrighty so who thinks they're a little awkies? i do too[; and they're keeping secrets from Louis? ooooh! hehe so, the next chapter will be up as soon as you guys reach the goal which is 24 and if we can reach that i'll make it loooong! xx love you beautifuls)

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December 11, 2012 3:39pm UTC

here with me
Chapter Eight
I looked into his beautiful face, and turned my head in confusion.
"Why can't you kiss me?" I asked.
"Because" He sighed, "Louis said you're off limits!"
"He told me that too about you guys!" I shouted. Well, I didn't mean to shout. But you know how it is.
"Sh" He said, putting his finger on my lips to make me be quiet.
So naturally I bit him.
"Hey!" Zayn exclaimed, drunkly, and I giggled.
I looked up at his face, and put my hand on his chin, pulling his face closer to mine.
"You know" I said, "We don't have to listen to Louis"
Hey, in my defense, I was wasted. Absolutley no idea what I was saying.
And this, kids, is why we stay sober.
"I don't know about that" Zayn stuttered, "I mean, Louis, he- um- he said"
"Sh" I said.
We leaned in until our mouths were mere centimeters apart.
"We really shouldn't be doing this" Zayn breathed.
"Shut up and kiss me!" I insisted.
And he did.
I was pressed against the wall, Zayn pressed against me. I wrapped my fingers in his hair, pulling him as close as humanly possible.
Zayn.
Electricity. Sparks. Everything you're stereotypically supposed to have.
Was this the alcohol?
Whatever it was, it felt so right, that I almost forgot how wrong it really was.
Suddenly Zayn pulled away.
"We.. I.. This.." He said, troubled, running his fingers through his hair, "We shouldn't have"
Then, he sped away, leaving me standing there alone.
A minute later I stumbled back into the main area, and collapsed at the bar.
"Hey" Louis said, sitting next to me, "I've been looking for you, where have you been?"
All the guilt came rushing back to me, and my head pounded even harder.
"Around here" I lied, gesturing around the crowded room.
"Must've missed you" He said, believing me completely.
And that's enough to make me want to bang my head against this bar.
So instead, I let my head droop onto my arms.
"You look beat" He said, "Niall's gonna take you back, okay?"
I nodded drowsily, and got into the car with Niall.
He half carried me into the hotel.
"I messed up Ni" I slurred, barely coherant, as Niall brought me into my room.
"It'll be fine Lily, go to sleep" He said soothingly, "You'll be fine in the morning"
And that's exactly what I did.
But things will not be fine in the morning.
(Author's note- hi hi hi hi! okay feedback on last chapter= um amazing! if we want to find out how zayn and lily are gon react in the mornin, let's get 23 favs! you're all amazing and i just adore you all xxxxxxx)

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December 4, 2012 7:01pm UTC

here with me
Chapter Five
Me and Zayn wandered back to the hotel, and went around to the back entrance.
"You coming?" He asked, gesturing to the door.
"Nah" I said breezily, "I don't feel like going in yet"
"It's really late" He pointed out.
"I don't care" I shrugged.
He looked at the sidewalk I was sitting on, and came to take the seat next to me.
"I like LA" I said, "It's so nice"
"It is" He agreed.
I laid back onto his shoulder, which was extremely comfortable, and looked at the dark sky. You could barely see the stars with all the city lights.
I looked sideways, at Zayn, who was still looking up.
He really was incredibly gorgeous.
As if sensing my gaze, he looked at me and his lips twitched up into a warm smile.
And I wanted to kiss him.
Before I could stop it, that memory popped into my head.
"Are you ready?" I asked, looking over at Louis.
"Yeah, I just want to talk to you about something before we go" He said.
"Okay" I said, sitting next to him.
"I don't want you getting involved with any of the boys" He said quickly, not meeting my eyes.
"Why not?" I asked, feeling a little offended, and I didn't know why.
Did he think I'd mess them up? Or think I wasn't good enough for them?
"Because what if you do, Lil?" He asked, "And what if you break up, what then?"
"I-" I started.
"It'd be incredibly awkward, and I really don't want that" He continued.
"Well-" I tried again.
"You're my best friend, and they're like my brothers, it'd just be so much easier if you were just friends" He finished, "Promise you wont get involved?"
I looked at him for a while.
He just put his hot band mates off limits.
But he's my best friend, and nothing could ever replace that.
"Of course, Louis" I said, "I promise"
"Thank you so much" He said, "You're the best"
He lifted me into a bear hug.
"I know" I giggled, hugging him back.
"Lily, are you okay?" Zayn asked, snapping me back to reality.
I looked at his beautiful face, still too close to my own, and pulled my head off his shoulder. I jumped up really quickly.
"Um I'm just so tired" I said quickly, "I'm gonna go to inside and um sleep"
"Okay" He said slowly, "Goodnight Lily"
"Yeah goodnight yeah that" I said, practically running through the doors.
He was looking at me like I'm crazy, but I had to get away from him.
I wouldn't feel any attraction towards Zayn Malik.
I had promised.
(Author's note- okay, so we didn't reach the last goal, at all. i had a lot of time, so i'm updating anyway, but this wont always happen! i have goals for a reason! i love you all but the feedback has gone down to like half as much as i got on my last story:( i hope as it goes on, you'll like it better though! please tell me if i'm doing anything wrong! xoxoxo love you all goal is back down to 21)

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December 3, 2012 4:39pm UTC

here with me
Chapter Four
So, the plan was that the boys had stay in LA, the sight of their first show, a bit before the tour started, for rehearsals and such.
I was the most excited, of course.
"I wanna look around a bit" I said to the boys.
They all looked at each other, and I knew there wouldn't be good news.
"Love, we'll be mobbed" Louis said gently.
I pouted, slightly annoyed.
"Come on, you'll put on sunglasses or something" I begged.
They all laughed, and I pouted again.
Hate when they all team up on me like that.
"Really?" I said as a last resort, "None of you will come?"
They all looked at each other, and I sighed, walking towards the door.
"I will" A voice said.
I spun around and saw Zayn.
Weird, I could've swore Louis would be the one to crack.
But for some reason, I was really happy it was Zayn, and I don't know why.
Shrugging that off, I grinned, dragging him out of the room.
And an hour and a half later, it was pretty safe to say, we were totally lost.
"I thought you knew where you were going!" I said, furstrated.
"Me too" He nodded.
And we both burst out laughing.
So I was lost in LA with a member of the world's most famous boyband, of course.
Well, we might as well explore.
We walked down the streets, until I saw a little, old looking building.
It was smaller than the rest, but it caught my eye right away.
"Let's go in" I insisted, dragging Zayn with me.
We walked in and it was a small room with a wooden table. Many weird artifacts cramped the room, and gave it a mysterious feel.
An old wooden sign said 'fortune telling' in thick, black letters.
"What are we doing here?" Zayn whispered.
"Ah, youngsters" A dreamy voice drawled, "18 and 19, I believe"
"Yes" I said, impressed.
"You" She continued, pointing at me, "You want your fortune told. The boy doesn't care, I can sense that much"
Zayn looked dumbfounded.
The woman motioned for me to come with her, and I followed her through a curtain.
"You, my dear, are about to have a huge secret" She said, thinking hard, "And you will soon be faced with choices, darling, choose carefully, or regret it"
Her words seemed so foreboding.
"Thank you" I said shakily, shoving a ten dollar bill in her tip jar.
I dragged Zayn back out on the street.
"Calm down, Lil" He said soothingly, "They're frauds"
But I knew she wasn't. Somehow, I just knew that it was going to come true.
(Author's note- goal is 23)

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