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82410 - im new to using witttty, and i really have no ideao what im doing :(
this is me.
so, my name is thamina, and don't think i'm here to impress you, cause your wrong. i will speak my mind and i don't care if it bothers you or anyone else. i'm a rather nice person but sometimes i'm a jerk. my favorite artist is eminem, ohh you don't like him? i don't care- stop wasting your time telling me. i'm outgoing, but yet shy around those who i like. i am old enough to tell you what is right from wrong. but i am not old. i am young enough to tell you that i have not yet experienced most of my life, but i am not a child. i have learned a lot and i have done a lot. i've cried, i've yelled, i've smiled. i've laughed, i've made mistakes and i've made friends. * i have no regrets i choose to live by choice, not by chance to make changes, not excuse; to be motivated, not manipulated to excel, not compete i choose self-esteem, not self pitty. i choose to listen to my heart .. and not the opinion of others. i have had my heart broken, and i've broken hearts i've lied and i have been lied too. yes, i get it.. no ones perfect! & i've come to realize that the truth hurts; thats why we lie. i put fake smiles on my face, everyone does.. truth is i will always have a smile on my face and a fuck you attitude, because from this day on im living for myself. go ahead quote me; this is me, thamina ahmadzai - read and take notes if you'd like. can't stand me? cool im sure your not the only one. im one tough act to follow, if i may say so myself. got haters? everyone does i guess; i say fuck em' learn to only care about the people who truly care about you, or honestly.. your wasting your time. i've learned from experience that your friends are your everything. don't ever forget that! be careful who you trust; don't trust hoes - they lie, cheat, and fuck you over. this is my way of letting go, of everything and everyone - everything not worth holding on to and everyone who wont make it too my future. because these feelings end tonight, you may have had a small or large impact on my life.. either way, you made me who i am. if your all drama - fuuuuckoff i don't need you.anything else? just ask.